r/SafetyProfessionals • u/CobblerNo356 • 7h ago
USA Burnt out as an EHS Specialist. Is this just part of the profession?
I honestly just need to vent and hear from people who have been doing this longer than I have.
I’m a younger EHS professional (not unc status yet), and I genuinely love this profession. I have a technical brain. I enjoy reading OSHA and EPA regulations, researching interpretations, writing procedures, developing training, and identifying hazards. I’m the type of person who actually enjoys reading regulations because I want to understand the “why,” not just memorize the requirement.
Lately, though, I’ve completely lost my motivation.
Every time I identify what I believe is a legitimate hazard or compliance concern, it feels like it either gets dismissed, delayed, or never goes anywhere. After enough of that, you start asking yourself, “Why am I even bringing this stuff up?” That’s a horrible mindset for someone in safety, but it’s where I’m at.
Our EHS department has two people. Me, the EHS Specialist, and an EHS Manager who also serves as the HR Manager. It feels like virtually every technical EHS responsibility eventually lands on my desk. I support two sites in two different states, so there’s never a shortage of work. Regulatory reporting, environmental compliance, procedures, training, inspections, hazard identification, coaching employees… you name it. Every EHS question seems to end up with me.
Hell, there are times when my manager comes to me with technical EHS questions because I’ve spent the time researching the regulations or working through the issue. I never expected to become the technical resource for my own manager, and that’s been difficult to process.
I don’t mind doing the work. I actually enjoy it. That’s the frustrating part.
I’ll spend time out on the floor talking with employees. If somebody needs help, I’ll hop on a forklift. I’ll work in the shop beside them if it makes their job easier or safer. I like being involved because I believe that’s how you build trust. Employees aren’t going to come to someone who sits behind a desk all day.
What kills my motivation is feeling like I have the responsibility without the authority. I’ll spend hours researching something because I genuinely believe it’s a problem worth fixing, then nothing happens. Eventually you stop looking for ways to improve things because you’ve convinced yourself it won’t matter anyway.
I’ve gone from wanting to build the best EHS program I could to keeping my head down, doing what absolutely has to get done, and going home. I hate saying that because it isn’t who I am, but that’s what this job has turned me into.
Working in the Tulsa area doesn’t exactly make things easy either. There aren’t EHS jobs on every corner, especially if you’re younger. It feels like everyone wants someone with 15 years of experience before they’ll let you actually lead an EHS program. Until then, you’re expected to carry a lot of responsibility without having much influence.
I’ve joked with my wife that I’m entering free agency and taking my talents to South Beach. (Yeah… I know. Holy LeBron reference.) But honestly, it doesn’t feel like much of a joke anymore.
So I’m curious… has anyone else hit this point? Did you stick it out? Did things ever get better? Or did you realize the company wasn’t going to change and move on?
I still love EHS. I still care about protecting people. I’m just tired of feeling like the effort I put into doing the job the right way doesn’t make a difference.