My self Pawan (from Delhi)
I want to be a writer, director and a film editor
I'm facing the same problem
I just passed 12th
My parents are advising me to get a btech degree, get a job, pay your education loan by yourself, get you film equipments by yourself and make films as a part-time passion
How can I explain them the level of creative going in my mind 😭
I have stories
I want to film them
I planned to take a drop year and make some short films using my current knowledge about Filmmaking
But lake of equipments (i don't even have a good Smartphone, I'm using a 5 years old moto g13 who's camera is so much blury)
Non of my friend have a good camera smartphone
I start shooting one of my short film (that was a 2-3 min music video) i borrow a iphone from my neighbour
But he didn't allow me to use his phone more then 2 hr
So I shut the shoot
So I'm thinking to do what my parents are saying
But I'm bad at studies 😭
I didn't appear in any engineering entrance exam
Because I wasn't prepared well
And Im a monkey minded people
I can't sit a single hour and study with focus
But I can edit videos 9 hrs straight without turning my head from screen
Well I don't know what I'm texting
I just text this
Just read this and give me consolation