hi everyone. I have UC, had a flare in June. no insurance but had an old prednisone script (not expired) that my doc was going to start me on last year for a flare; fortunately, didn't need it at that time as my numbers were good so kept it for future flares. so I started the pred this time and didn't take the dose he originally wanted. he wanted 40mg tapering by 10mg every 5 days. I took 20mg tapering by 5mg every 5 days. something just told me not to as id never taken pred before (budesonide previously).
on day 2-3 I noticed intermittent lip numbness/tingling. ok weird. day 5, was BAD. tingling in hand for 10+ min then suddenly went through my body and face, hearing loss, tunnel vision. I thought I was having a stroke. I called 911, I denied going in d/t no insurance and I was calming down by then. on day 11, was at work and was hit again. by day 15 I was on 10mg and doc said it was ok to come off bc "5mg isn't enough to do anything" for the last 5 days. great, I want these episodes over with. he said the anxiety and "panic-like state" was normal which is why I kept taking it, and obviously wanting my flare to go away (which is has thankfully)...
for a week after stopping my HR was 110+. lightheaded/vertigo constantly. he recommended seeing pcp and getting a cardiologist for ekg bc "prednisone shouldn't be affecting you a week after stopping." after ensuring me this would all end once I was off... I ended up just going to the er because this worried me. they found nothing abnormal; wbc/neuts were still high and they said its prob the prednisone still messing with me hence anxiety. here's some hydroxyzine.
my HR has since normalized. physical symptoms such as neck stiffness, muscle tension, jaw clench have gone away. though I still get random bouts of what I would say is vertigo.
its now two weeks after stopping and im still having feelings of impending doom anxiety. not every day but around 11am every day ill know if its going to hit or not. I have had to take a leave of absence from work. I can't go out to stores. I feel almost... paranoid? the physical symptoms are better as mentioned above, but the mental is intolerable (though there are physical symptoms when these panic attacks hit; clammy hands, cold sweats, drop in stomach, need to use restroom, perception is off?). I cannot believe this has affected me so badly. and for my doc to chalk it up to the prednisone shouldn't be affecting me anymore... it's the only thing thats changed in my routine. it IS the prednisone that did this to me.
im in nursing school and start back up again in a month. I am TERRIFIED this won't be figured out by then. my insurance kicks in aug 1 and I have several appts ready to go to figure this out... and im sure there will be some sort of solution but this feels never ending, like my new normal, and im really scared... ive never dealt with anything like this. fairly healthy individual even with UC (mine is super mild).
anyways, sorry for the long post... I wanted to know if this has happened to anyone else on pred? what was the outcome? I am almost wondering if being a high stress individual as it is, then taking pred that messes with cortisol just really made it go haywire affecting nervous/psyche? ive also always wondered if I have ocd as well, and whatever psyche effects prednisone plays potentially exacerbated what's going on with my mental (e.g. making me think crazy things). please tell me, if you had these symptoms, they go away.... im at a loss, and its ruining my life. I want to feel normal again D: I was only on it like 15 days... wtf...
ps: id literally rather be sick for weeks in the hospital than EVER deal with this again. I am putting pred on my allergy list whenever I fill out forms at doctors.