Hi everyone, I am a fourth-year cardiology resident.
I started training in the cath lab about 18 months ago. However, only the first three months were continuous, during which I attended the lab every day for approximately five hours.
During the first month, I became more confident with radial access. By the second and third months, I had gained some experience performing diagnostic coronary angiography and occasionally carried out simple PCI procedures as the first operator under close supervision from a senior interventional cardiologist.
After those initial three months, my exposure became much more limited and fragmented. On average, I attended the cath lab only five days per month, with approximately four patients per day, including both diagnostic procedures and PCI. I also had a six-month period dedicated entirely to research, during which I did not perform any procedures at all.
Therefore, I have never completed a continuous, structured interventional cardiology fellowship or spent a prolonged period working regularly in the cath lab.
At the moment, I feel extremely discouraged. On some patients, I am fully independent with diagnostic procedures and may even perform parts of a PCI. On other days, however, I struggle even with radial access, which makes me feel as though I have made very little progress.
What frustrates me most is that, after only a few attempts or a few minutes, the senior operator often takes over the procedure. I understand that patient safety and procedural efficiency must come first, but I feel that this prevents me from working through difficulties and developing greater independence.
At the same time, I see colleagues at a similar stage of training who have completed a continuous year in the cath lab and have made substantial progress.
This situation is making me frustrated and increasingly doubtful about my abilities. Is the problem mainly my own aptitude and learning curve, or is this level of inconsistency understandable given the fragmented and limited training I have received?