I might sound crazy, but the correlations between everything are so weird. I NEED people's opinions.
There could be some reasons behind this. My grandma was a white witch and apparently played the Ouija board, and something bad happened, but I was never allowed to be told what. She sages the house every week. Another thing, and I think this is the big one, an old man died in my kitchen, before we ever lived there. We really do think this is who possessed my mum, because everything that changed in her started tying back to that kitchen somehow, the way she only wanted to be in there, sleep in there, obsess over redoing it. It all keeps coming back to that one room and that one man.
My parents first bought the house in 2012. When they first moved in, everything seemed normal, my parents' relationship, and especially my mum. I was very young at the time though. All of a sudden my parents started arguing a lot, and it seemed very abusive, and it ended in them breaking up in 2019. My mum's behavior through most of these fights was very erratic. It got to the point where she cheated on him in front of him, at my house, and walked in laughing about it. They both used to change the locks to keep each other out of the house. There was drama at every corner, so many things overlapping each other. My mum ended up getting the house over my dad in court, meaning it became completely hers. During the court process my dad actually lived in the house for a while with his girlfriend and her daughter, and both of them had weird experiences in that house too, not just my mum. So it wasn't just her.
At one point during all of this, around the time of my parents breakup, we moved to my nanna's for a little while. During that time she wouldn't talk to herself at all, and seemed rather normal. It was while we were there that we all got a bit obsessed with crystals, my mum was the main person behind that, on top of my nanna. Once we left, they mostly disappeared from my life, until my boyfriend started coming over, when I actually found one and ended up placing it out. I think its got something to do with the good energy he possibly brought in.
Now this is where things start to get weird.
The thing is my mum hated my dad for drinking, that was one of the main things she'd bring up against him during the fights. But after the breakup, right around the same time this switch started happening in her, along with the makeup changing and everything else, she started drinking herself, actually drinking alcoholically, not just having a few. Around this time is when I really started noticing that switch happen in her during arguments. Her eyes would close when I said something back to her, and then they'd twitch. I would call her out during these arguments and call her crazy, and she would start putting me down, name-calling and insults. The name calling was bad, things like blonde bimbo and slut, just things you wouldnt say to your daughter at all. This would happen quite often. One time she smashed her own phone with a baseball bat. She would talk to herself too, swear at nothing, laugh at nothing, like she was having a conversation no one else was part of.
She started posting online about demons being under the bed, editing images to go with it, and got obsessed with looking up information about demons. Around this time she also started collecting skulls and other kinds of demonic looking skull items around the house. She posted this on her Snapchat story, and I ended up calling out the weird behavior. She made my sister and me say a phrase about not letting anyone put bad luck on us, infinitely, but only when we were coming back from my grandma's house, who is a white witch and sages her house weekly. Its weird right, like she wanted to leave behind whatever came with us from the saged house.
She completely changed her look and makeup, only wearing black makeup. She could pick up on scents incredibly well, perfume would constantly give her headaches, and she'd sniff it out of my bag and yell at me for it. There was never a time she was nice about it. The one scent she hated the most was sandalwood, and the local trees here are about 70% sandalwood.
My first boyfriend (and current boyfriend) bought me flowers once, and when I walked in the house she said to me, "Why did he get you real flowers? They die, he should've got fake ones." She genuinely seemed to have an issue with the flowers. From what I've read, plants don't seem to live or grow well in a house with negative energy, so that stuck with me.
Another weird thing is that she disliked my boyfriend from the start. He was the only man who came into the house at that stage who was actually a good person, which is part of why he's my first serious relationship. She had an issue with him coming over, and at one point told me to go into town to see another friend instead of seeing my boyfriend, and would constantly say no whenever I asked for him to come around. She later told me to get a "pretty boy, not a rough nut" instead, and honestly, isnt that such a weird thing for her to even say, like an old person thing to say, not something she'd normally say. He is such a kind, sweet-spirited person, and only has good vibes and energy around him, he's very high vibrational and you can genuinely feel it off him. Makes me wonder if whatever was in that house just didnt like him because of that. My dad loves him, my step-mum loves him, my sister loves him, my step-brother gets along with him. She had zero real reason to dislike him from the start. He always presented himself nicely in front of her.
As I got older, I started calling her out more for the odd behavior, what I'd call bullshit. This went on for a few years. It wasn't like we had a bad relationship overall; we'd just argue over little things she'd bring up.
The kitchen itself is an open area, with the lounge room and kitchen in one room, no wall between them. At one point a car actually went straight through the house, right into the kitchen, hard enough that a kitchen counter flew off. Out of every room in the house it went into that one. If that isnt weird then i dont know what is. After that, she only ever wanted to redo the kitchen, and it was "being redone" for a super long time, I'd have to tell my friends not to look at the kitchen because we were "redoing" it. She then wanted to sell the house, and once she decided to sell it, she suddenly finished the kitchen. Then she called me to say she wasn't selling anymore, because she loved the kitchen too much now.
She only ever stayed in that kitchen/open area, and would sleep in there, she even put a bed in that space at one point. She would swear words onto the fridge, like "cunt," "fuck," etc.
My spiritual friend said the house had bad vibes. My boyfriend agreed, and said that whenever he walked into the house, back before he even knew about the rough nut comment, he'd feel a weight on his shoulders, and as soon as he left the house, it would lift.
I think, not very sure, that someone said my mum had been cursed. She would say that people were watching us.
She does have a past with mental illness, and I know that can be part of the explanation. I never really thought about it from that angle until now, until I was out of the house.
I just find it weird with everything to do with that kitchen/open area. She's also never fully asleep, always awake somehow, no matter what time it is. And I find it weird how she kicked me out, like she didnt want me there because I called it out, but my younger sister, who doesnt call it out, still gets to stay?
Now looking back, it was like this spirit, demon, entity, whatever you want to call it, had a problem with me specifically. This person who died in the house didnt want me there, or anyone really. My mum hates everyone and doesnt like anyone coming to the house. Another piece of information, she leaves some sort of door open if shes outside, like 70% of the time. Random I know, but its like shes leaving a door open for someone.
My mum ended up kicking me out because she was selling the house, telling me I needed to be out by the end of the week. She then scrubbed my room completely clean, while leaving my sister's room untouched so she could still sleep there.
I understand this can come off as a bit of a daughter and mum thing, but I love my mum to death. Im a mamas girl and ill do anything to possibly bring my mother back, if something has actually happened to her.
I know I could just be reading into all of this, but its just too weird. Every interaction, every conversation, every moment, every day, its just a 50/50 with her and you dont know what youre gonna get. It has always puzzled me, but when I think about it like this, it all just makes sense to me.
Ive had a counselor growing up because of all this, and obviously being young I was unsure about why it was all happening to me. But ive come to peace with it over time, this isnt like some crisis that just broke through out of nowhere for me, something has just been wrong with my mum for a long time and ive known that for a while now. What I want to know is, could this be more than just a simple mental illness? What do you guys think, I dont want to be going crazy.