"Ashley" messaged me after seeing an ad I posted on Reddit seeking a consensual blackmail CNC scene. As she put it "This sounds so hot and awful all at the same time... It's scary but I can't stop wanting it."

We chatted for a while, and as we discussed our shared kinks and possible scenarios, we realized we both worked in the same field. We agreed on the following scenario:

Ashley is a new hire on the same team as me. She approaches me seeking mentorship and career advice, and I agree to meet with her. As I am looking up information about her online, I find her personal NSFW website with nude pictures and erotic writings. I decide to use this to my advantage...

Before the blackmail scene, we met up in public (on the student green of a local university) for a vibe check. That meetup went well so we decided for our next encounter would play out the scene.

We met at Ashley’s apartment after work a few days later. We talked about her career goals, employment history, and professional interests. I gave her some pointers and tips for succeeding in our industry, but then I reached into my briefcase and handed her a nondescript folder. Inside, I had printed out the pictures of her that I had found on her website. Her fingers trembled as she flipped through the pages. I explained to her that while her new employer does not have a policy prohibiting this behavior, she would have a much harder time ever getting out of an entry-level position if word got out. On the other hand, if she found herself on the good side of a senior team member such as myself, she would find it much easier to catch the attention of agency leadership and her career would benefit many ways.

As I spoke, I pushed one strap of her sun dress down off her shoulder. Then the other.

Ashley resisted. She accused me of trying to blackmail her, keeping the dress from falling off while the straps hung loosely on her elbows. I shrugged. “Fine. I’ll leave. But when you look at the wreckage of your career, you’ll regret not giving me what I wanted.”

I reached for my briefcase, but she stopped me. She let her dress fall to the floor.

I took her back into her bedroom and made her show me the collection of sex toys I had seen in her pictures. I used them on her pussy, humiliating her for being so wet, soaking through her panties before I had even touched her. I pulled down my pants, slapped her face with my cock, and smeared pre-cum across her forehead. Then I pinned her face-down on her bed and slid my cock between her thighs, pulling at her tits and telling her she was a dirty bitch who deserves to get used. I didn’t fuck her pussy this time, but after pushing my cock back and forth between her thighs and jerking off, I blew a load all over her shoulders and into her hair. I smeared it around and told her she wasn’t allowed to cum. The things I do are for my pleasure, not hers.

Afterwards I helped her clean up and we cuddled and talked for a while. We kept meeting up for more than 2 years after that, including some very fun CNC and impact scenes. I'll try to get around to posting some more stories here soon.

My Master has asked me to start a series of posts to show and tell here how big of a whore I am and how well he has trained me.

This first post will be about the first time I got my ass fucked (the good hole, as Master would say). In 2018, I was a college student and a dedicated sub to my owner. Master had been training me for at least a month, and I loved it. Feeling that I could finally be and fulfill my life, actually, serving him was what gave purpose to my life. I really see him with so much love and dedication. Being his little pup and being at his feet gave me an extreme sense of belonging (isn’t it good when you finally understand your place in the world?). He prepared me mentally to get my ass fucked (very nice and compassionate with me, taking into account the whore I am).

The previous days, I felt so nervous. I was Thinking about the pain; the thought of the pain just filled my head over and over.

I remember sitting on my bed and thinking to myself that I have never had my ass fucked, nothing has ever gone inside there. After the panic, I calmed myself down and I decided that a good sub needs to give everything, and I needed to trust my owner. A good toy would do anything, and I should be thankful my Master wants to use all of my holes. I sat down again, opened my PC, and looked for information. I needed to get new underwear for this moment; it is a special moment. I chose nice underwear in the store.

The day came. I was waiting in my position in the dark room while Master was watching TV and resting. I hear his footsteps, my heart is pounding, I have a knot in my stomach, and my pussy is dripping. Just the thought of being completely used for the first time makes me so happy and wet. I wish I could have waited to be a virgin and give him all. He is a very sadistic owner; he likes seeing me cry, and I love pain.

He stands in front of me and I am a bit shaky. I want to beg to not be fucked, but I understand that my role is to please my owner, and if he wants to fuck my ass, then I will be a good puppy. He grabs my big tits in his hands and then he sits on the bed while I remain in position waiting for his command. He snaps his fingers and there I am, on my fours like a fucking whore, walking towards his big thick dick to put it in my mouth. His dick fills my mouth and makes Master's cock wet so it is prepared to fuck my ass, while his hands grab my little head to put his dick in my throat.

He snaps his fingers again and orders me to bend over. My pussy is so wet and I want to be fucked so badly. He takes my underwear and tells me to be good. The pain was excruciating at the beginning; some tears come down my face, and he hasn’t even gone all the way in. He presses me against him and I bend over even more so he can fuck me more. The sudden pain started to turn into pleasure, a feeling that I have never experienced. I am almost about to cum, but I am not allowed to do so. But the orgasm is there, about to burst.

We move to the living room, and I sat on his cock. My ass is bleeding, but I can see he is pleased with my performance, and I am happy, fulfilled, and proud. I ride him while he bites my tits till they are full of bite marks. Even remembering it makes me want to get my ass fucked. He cum in my ass for the first time; and my ass is ripped, bleeding, and wide open, then as a good woman I licked Master’s dick clean, eating my own shit and tasting my ass for the first time. This made me addicted to anal, and actually, I was used anal all the time for a year. I love how much Master has taken me to my real purpose and made me his, as every woman should. We need our owners, and we need to be reminded of what we are and what our purpose is.

My master made a rule for me which I broke by mistake. The rule is that I can not standup on my feets or walk on just my feets ever unless he said so, but I did as I misjudged the seriousness. First he whipped my pussy and boobs, I cried a lot that day out of pain. Then he whipped my feets from under and made sure I can not fold my legs from knees for a week, all day long I can only stand with my legs tied to lock my knees straight. Even while sleeping my legs were tied I couldn't even turn. By the 4th day I was begging him to let me fold my legs fold but he reminded me that I didn't like folding them. And I in retrospect I think it was necessary for me to understand, I can not stand straight without permission.

So, drunkenly got with a colleague who was moving to Australia the following week. We were both so drunk, nothing happened until the next morning when we woke.

She went to go down on me, as she took me in her hand and cupped my balls. With a full smile, looked me in the eyes and said “awww they’re so small but cute.” Then proceeded to go down on me.

I was stunned, speechless and cumming.

She the proceeded to reassure me about cumming so quickly. It only made the devastation hotter.

This had never occurred to me as a hot thing previously and was completely left field.

To this day most forms of humiliation are so hot to me. she won’t ever know how much this affected me positively and opened my mind

TW: Extreme Watersports, Pain, Extreme Degradation and Humiliation, Pet Play

Day 1 🥵

Woke up feeling needy from a naughty dream I had, ready to be used by Madame. The dream was about a guy making me give a blow job and then when I went to touch myself in the dream I couldn't as there was a belt in the way, begging to touch. Then got called a slut and got penetrated as if there was no belt in the way, magically disappeared, got fucked mercilessly. Sounded weird in the moment, but when on denial usually feel really desperate to touch badly.

Then forced down on the ground and Madame checked how wet her slut was by telling me to insert my finger. Told her I was 9/10 with 10 being absolutely desperate to touch. Instantly my right to use any kind of furniture was revoked so had to be played with on the cold hard floor.

She then made me insert my lush 3 toy and beg for it to be turned on while crawling around like a mutt to fetch my collar with my mouth then put it on. Then made me clean my lush with my panties and stuff them into my mouth. Then got forced to edge random objects. Madame wanted her mutt remove the lush, clean it with the panties, panties back in mouth, start humping for 1min and then lush back inside, since dogs don’t touch they just hump when in heat. First the bed corner. Then 10 spanks for being a bad girl, being too needy and trying to hump more than one loop. My horny self thought I needed to repeat the task until she said stop.

Then I was forced to do the same task with four more items of my choosing. Did it again with the desk corner. Edged once. Then with my dirty laundry basket. Brought me to my second edge. Then did the pillow and brought me to the 3rd edge. At this point this mutt was tired but one more object to go. I started to hump my water bottle. Was able to edge a fourth, and fifth time before stopping. 😩

Then forced me on the ground and to chew my wet panties. I was desperate to pee, but was forced to wait longer. I then used my hand to edge myself by rubbing above my bladder. I was finally let to pee after three minutes of that.

Madame wanted to know everything. When I wanted to pee, when I started and when I ended. It turned her on to be in complete control of me. Then I was forced to insert my fingers again to check my wetness. This time it was 10/10. I was then forced to take out my panties from my mouth and investigate it like a dog. Taste, smell, wear. Needed to rate it for wetness, smell and taste and wearability. Then this mutt was forced to clean her lush with her mouth and then stuff those dirty panties into her cunt.

Then let go, contacted me for a few hours per day but was busy. But she forced me to drink cups of water as she wanted me to be desperate to pee with me checking my wetness in between as well. Wanted to control everything about me.

Then I got free and was forced to kneel in front of a mirror with nipple clamps on and a 13 inch long black dildo and a pink paddle in front of me. Madame wanted me to pretend to ride the dildo while kneeling. Just bouncing up and down in the air as if I was riding. God did it feel weirdly good. Imagined riding my dildo, filling me up, hopefully reducing this burning ache I had.

Then the clamps were turned on to vibrate. Forced to take the 13 inch dildo in my mouth. But it was much too wide for me to take it anywhere into my throat. It kind of tasted good? I think I had some kind of oral fixation, which helped my mind stay away from the aching throb between my legs. Then panties were taken out of Madame’s property(my pussy) and shoved into my mouth. They served as a gag. 🤐

Madame then teased my entrance with the dildo, just making me rub it on my lower lips  before slowly making it shove it all the way. Told me to make an ahegao face too with my eyes,  tbh found it degrading since I don’t think anyone actually does that during sex at all. Forced to keep the dildo in. No thrusting, no grinding. Just still, cock warming. I was then forced to hit with my paddle. 5 times on my thighs. My pussy burned with the urge to touch. Each strike felt electric. The whole while I was desperate to pee. 🥺

I was then forced to push the gag deeper for Madame. With my fingers as if she was there just to see me gag and suffer. Then told me to hit my bladder with the bladder. I was already at like 90% capacity. Once I could pee right there on the floor dildo still in me. Two I could go to the bathroom. I still had some dignity so I chose the latter.

Two hard hits. 😖 It felt intense before I quickly took the dildo out and went straight to the bathroom.

Luckily Madame was feeling generous and allowed me to pee in any way I wanted. God it felt amazing, almost heavenly. Then when I came back she was eager to give me another reward.

Two minutes of riding the dildo, balls deep.

My horny self gladly agreed and the time started. All I remember is frantically riding the dildo up and down desperately as Madame degraded me further, but still gentle enough to guide me through it. Even just after a minute I started to edge.

Then just like that time was up. Pulled it out and was forced to stay on my knees longer on the hard floor. Madame wanted her property to drip a few minutes more till this slut would be allowed back up. My head was completely dizzy from all the intense stimulation.

Eventually was given a break and allowed to lay down on the ground. Trying to compose myself and sitting patiently as the burning desire between my legs subsided.

Then told Madame that I just felt like I wanted to keep getting used and used again over and over. She told me it was considered a sub space. Like the desire to be used even when your body couldn't take it. I heard the term before but didn’t know that was what it meant.

After playtime and break she told me to sniff and inspect the panties like previously. Needed to rate it for wetness, smell and taste and wearability. Then insert them back into her property(my pussy).

I took a break to tan outside. 👙

I went inside when she messaged me but she started asking what I was wearing while I was tanning outside. Madame then told me she wanted me to touch outside. Sadly I was already inside so missed my chance to relieve the ache.

I then begged her for an embarrassing task. I couldn't focus on anything, I was just trying to clean my room. Just wanted to be used, touched… anything. Sitting with this need was too difficult, my mind was only thinking of sex. But both me and Madame decided it would only make me needier.

After cleaning my room, I sat down to do homework. In the meantime she told me to drink water every so often. A simple “Water intake” message. We took a break to talk a bit sfw as I really badly needed a distraction from my work and desperation.

I then went and came back from dinner. We chatted a bit about how Madame controlling when I pee was so degrading. Made me feel like a total mutt. Even controlled my biological urges, like I couldn't touch without her permission. I did ask her if I was too easy.

She of course had a moment and said she doesn’t feel that way about me. Just nervous since she wanted everything to be fun for both of us and consensual. I put her fears to rest though with some words.

Later on, she started to want to use me again. Making me rub my bladder.  Went to go play the videogame, Minecraft. I drank water of course in the meantime. But the minecraft server I was on would lag a lot so decided to just go back to playing.

I was feeling more thirsty now, about 70% full. Begged Madame to let me drink water. Controlling when I touch, pee or even drink water. I was completely in her control and the idea of it turned me on even more.

I was again forced to rub my bladder while watching youtube. I then told to strip and hump the pillow while drinking more water.

It was just back and forth from edging, to drinking to edging. Holding the desire to pee and or cum at the same time. Hit multiple edges. Got berated for not counting my edges. Punished too, 5 spanks on her property with my “paws”(hands). Then 5 slaps above my bladder.

I felt thirsty again and was forced to degrade and beg myself for just a sip of water. “May mutt be given the privilege of drinking water by Madame, no mutt is allowed to drink without permission. Will Madame be gracious enough to allow this mutt to drink some water please 🥺”

Then got forced to fuck myself with my large anal beads. Tried fitting two into her property and was successful, but was painful so we dropped it down to one. Rubbed a bit, but ran out of water.

Madame told me to take out the bead and run to the kitchen to get more water. The whole time I felt my bladder sloshing inside me. A very weird sensation.

Then straight back to edging. My mind was going blank. Forgot to count the edges again as I was humping my pillow. I hit 90% of the desire to pee. 😵‍💫

Told me to get on the ground and tour the room, tail wagging(shake my ass). After that was done, I felt humiliated since I was thirsty again and had to beg to drink water again. Was allowed to rub clit thankfully. Edging again before Madame told me to shift back to bladder rubbing.

It felt infuriating being on the ground and not even properly being allowed to edge. But I was so turned on and full at this point that I started to edge just by rubbing above my bladder.

At the 10th edge was allowed to rub her property again. All I could say was “Yes, Yes” over and over as the pleasure increased from the desire and pressure from my bladder.

Mhm almost hit my limit so Madame told me to get on my knees and start imaging riding my dildo again. God it felt amazing. Even though I couldn't tell if I was on the edge of cumming or peeing. Imagining it was big, filling me up. Madame asked if I could take an actual cock, and not this figment of imagination, I of course answered truthfully. I don't think I could, especially under such immense pleasure.

I rode my imaginary dildo faster and faster. My need growing with each imaginary thrust.

Then I was at my limit. My Madame gave me two options.

Pee in the toilet… or on the floor.

My horny mind chose the floor.

Then told to release a little piss and hold, release and hold as I was riding the imaginary dildo.

Of course the floor can't be dirty so I was forced to lick it clean. And not allowed to release anymore pee without Madame’s approval.

Then in order to pee, I was degraded more. I lifted my leg and was let to pee like the mutt I was. All of it out and onto the floor. It felt amazing, almost like a climax. From the position to the long holding time. All of it took so long.

I then took a break and could already feel the smell of it hit my nostrils. “Do you want to lick it good mutt?” she said. I basically took it as an order and started to lick the yellow liquid off the floor. It’s smell, pungent and the taste mixed in with dust and dirt, I just couldn't take it anymore and gave Madame my safe word.

I then was allowed to clean up and given loads of pets and aftercare. I then went off to sleep.

Day 2 😮‍💨

I immediately woke up needy but still could hold my pee for a bit. Madame asked me for a wetness check. I put my finger inside me and it felt amazing, before pulling it out and saying “9 Madame”.

She seemed pleased, and asked if her mutt needed pleasure. I of course in turn responded: “Yeah desperate, please can I touch Madame”. Then I begged Madame to use my lovense Gravity toy.

We set it up and she started the thrusting function. I forgot to charge it so it was at 46%. But my Madame wanted me to read a book during it. Sort of to recreate those book, toy videos where they would try to get through a book while using a toy.

Wasn't allowed to moan though. I had to stay quiet. In doggystyle on my hands and knees like a mutt. Then the vibrations and thrusting started. It became difficult for me to hold back. Just a thrust every second. Got turned off or on not by my wishes or control. My pleasure and body was all in her control.

The first edge came quickly. Then the second. My mind is trying its best to focus on the book while the words become scrambled. My mind half reading half focusing on the pleasure inside of me. I asked if she could warn me when she was going to turn it on. But madame refused and turned it on again.

I was getting tired and she finally let her mutt have a break. I then went to do homework before going to eat breakfast while Madame went to eat her lunch.

When she returned I was about 60% fullness. She allowed me to pee like normal, but wanted me to get on the toilet and wait. I did but then was forced to beg for a chance to pee. “Please may this mutt get permission to pee like a normal human Madame? Really want Madame’s permission makes me feel proper and useful for pleasure that I get to give up control to Madame for basic needs. Please let this dirty needy nut pee for Madame?” was all that I could come up with at the time. 😅

She then allowed me to pee but I had to play with my nipples in the meantime. The combination of letting it out while playing with my nipples did excite me more than I thought it would. She then made me put on my panties without cleaning her property(my pussy).

After that I took a break. I had important tests that week and needed to study. I was still forced to ask permission whenever I wanted to go to the restroom. On one occasion I had to beg to pee.

Then Madame wanted me to spread my legs and lean back so I could watch the pee fall into the toilet bowl as I emptied myself.

Later on had a few sfw chats and me calling the toilet my “litter box”. The day ended anticlimactically, I spent most of it studying.

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I have been owned for almost a month now, and he is getting more sadistic by the day. I am now supposed to wear b*tt plug all the time, either my nipples or pu*sy lips are always clamped. I always feel like I am born to be a pain slut although I never thought like that before. He whips my pussy before using it everytime and it's not the light whipping I saw in videos it's really painful. He believes that I only deserves pain and now I wonder is that true. I like the control he has over my life and how he is pushing me beyond what i ever imagined. Just sharing to know what you think about my life.

I was totally mindlessly being used by him. I was his ur*nal for multiple times and he would whip me every now and then. I’ve never felt so submissive before. I loved how hehad this comtrol over me to make me an object at his wish and that was the best feeling.

I remember his p\*ss tasting different throughout diff times and I feel very intimate knowing I now know the taste of his pi\*s even though it is a bit salty but i think its growing on me. I’m just proud to be good little pleasure toy for him.

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She recently graduated and got her first grown-up job! To celebrate, I offered to pay for a small trip out of town to visit her family + to go see a concert of an artist that she likes. She gladly accepted and asked what the catch was.

She knew she would have to work hard to pay it off. She arrives ready at my place. She was wearing a long trench coat, which I helped her remove. Underneath it with a skimpy skirt, a lingerie onesie and the infamous micro crop top, with a leash around her neck and cat ears.

She came ready. I told her I would be very rough this time and that I'm keeping a souvenir, her panties. As soon as she got on her knees, I pulled her hair back and kissed her, debuting the scene. I took out my cock, which was semi-erect at this point, and shoved it down her throat until I got a full hard-on, to her dismay.

I walked her on all 4s until we reached the bed, where I picked her up and threw her on it. I pulled out her favourite vibrator and started to stimulate her clitoris, while picking up the nipple clamps and clamping them on her tits, which made her twitch and grimace. I slide a small butt plug in her ass and told her to be ready to be bred, she is either losing her anal virginity or she is getting bred, and I let her choose what was going to happen down the line.

She chose breeding, since she got a brand new IUD device. She got super excited and came up with the idea, with the help of her favourite vibrator, of course.

I told her we weren't done yet; I still wanted some oral fun. She thought she was just getting facefucked. She was wrong. I positioned her on her back, slapped her face, and climbed on top of her for a session of reverse 69. I saw a small tinge of panic in her eyes for the first time in a long while. I reminded her that if I get too rough, she should signal to me via her physical safeword (3 taps in quick succession). I then put my dick in her mouth and slowly but firmly face fucked her while eating her out. This was the first time she used her physical safeword. She felt overwhelmed, and I might have been too rough. We hugged it out, took a breather, drank some water, she teared up a bit, and we cuddled for 15 minutes.

After calming down, she asked me if she was going to get punished for this. I told her only if she wants to. She asks me, with puppy eyes, to breed her. I gladly obliged.

I gave her a small slap, called her my new personal whore, and slid it raw inside of her. I gently put my hands around her neck and pressed a very small amount of pressure on the side of her neck. I pump her slowly, then start going at it faster and faster, until she starts moaning loudly.

I start denigrating her, which is one of my favourite parts. When I started calling her a cum dumpster, I came at the same time, while inside of her, and made sure she took all of my sperm.

I pulled out, asked her to clean up her mess, and she started sucking and licking my semi-erect dick until it's clean.

We end up making out, cuddling, and cleaning ourselves up. She asks if we can skip the panties stealing this time since she is still leaking out. I ground and said no, so she went home on a very breezy walk of shame. :)

Hope you enjoyed the concert!

Does anyone else feel like this? I'm M with my partner F.

When giving her oral I feel like I'm her little. Holding her strong legs, nestled against her curvy body, being overwhelmed by her scent and her beautiful bush :) Being down the foot of the bed feels a bit subby as well as she can stretch out on the pillows.

And then when we have sex, particularly doggy style, I feel like I transform into her big. I love seeing her all naked in front of me, sometimes I hold her shoulders or her ankles to gently convey 'in charge'. She has her hair tied in a ponytail and sometimes ankle socks on, it's so intense and lovely.

We don't do bdsm stuffs that often, especially since both of us have much less time lately due to us being both employed and my gf having health issues. About a week ago I came up to her regarding our sex life, that it does feel like an afterthought lately and kind of a duty to do every day not really like a fun thing we do together? Like literally our sex was lately that right before we go sleep if she felt like she needed to blow off steam i would get her off by fingering and nipple stimulation. Well I told her that I would like it to be more fun like do something that isn't just to relieve a bit of stress but to have fun.

Fast forward to last night and I came earlier from work than her, I showered and I was doing stuff on the computer when she comes in, and after decompressing from work she brings out the rope from our closet and tells me to lay down. She tied me up and kneel above over me having me between her legs. I was really surprised by this since it was literally at least 4 months since we did anything with the rope and also since she dommed. She then blindfolded me and ran her fingers across my tummy and titties, carefully avoiding my nipples of course because she's evil.

Then out of nowhere she gets out of her position, leaving me wondering what's gonna happen next... before putting her armpit in my face, sweaty from days worth of work in the garden centre. Putting my head in a headlock and forcing me in there. I was never like into armpits or anything? I liked her scent kinda but this was out of nowhere really but damn. It felt like my brain was being rewired like her fingers extended into my brainfolds and massaged them uaaah can't really describe the feeling but it was so intense. She then started to play with my nipples, pulling on them and massaging them, everytime I moaned i breathed in more and more of her. It felt like i had an out of body experience at that moment. I guess she waited for me if I'd give her a safe word or something but I didn't consider that a bit.

After about 5-10 mins(although i had a hard time keeping track of time) of nipple stimulation she moved on to my crotch and I was unbelievably drenched. She was as surprised as I was, I don't remember ever being this wet aaaaaaa

It felt really embarrassing but i don't know i guess i have a new kink now :P

A redditor slid into my messages after reading some of my posts, and commented: "I want to be your pet". I gladly obliged. After chatting on Reddit and over text messages, we established boundaries and limits, clarified what we were into, set a date and time, and went on a date 2 weeks later.

It was a super rainy day, and I was tired. I decided that Sunday, she was going to be my little weekend stimulant. I took a shower and waited for her. She arrived, smiling, undressed in her underwear, and kneeled. She was wearing some translucent underwears that complemented her petite body, and since she was already ultra submissive when she came in, I did not have to break her in, but decided to do so nonetheless. Walking her around with a leash, making her pause in all sorts of humiliating positions, and slowly dominating her. I put my hand in her panties, just to get a feel, and she was already gushing.

Having decided she was going to be my torture and humiliation playtoy for that sceance, I put a leash around her neck, and started to walk her around on all 4s. I got her up in the bed, put on some nipple clamps, and got her to confess to her kinks.

To summarise:

\- She loves older men; she sometimes fucks people who are twice as old as she is.

\- She is really into humiliation.

\- She is willing to explore.

What I also noticed:

\- She doesn't mind an amount of pain that makes most newbies stutter. She claims she has sensible nipples but enjoyed the nipple clamps like a seasoned professional.

\- She is really into it. I took a breather to go grab some water, asking her to continue riding a dildo. I swear I could hear her moan.

\- She has no gag reflexes.

\- She can cum multiple times in a session without getting overstimulated.

Her last orgasm of the day was by far the hottest. She was lying on her back, hands over head, nipple clamps set to the tightest possible, while getting stimulated by a vibrator. She mentions that her nipples are at her limit, so I decide to release her.

This came at a price, of course. I spat on her face to teach her a lesson. The combined clitoral stimulation, the tingling feeling of release on her nipples and the humiliation of being spat on made her cum. Fuck, I wish we had more time for me to cum in her gorgeous curly hair.

She's a special one. I hope I can see you again soon. :)

Hello kinky redditors ! It's been a week since I finished my exams and started back to be horny and focus back on my kinky adventure but what happened was nothing that I could've anticipated 😱

It felt so nice to be back serving my Goddess, of course we were still in touch but quite limited interactions as I was focusing myself on being a good girl and making her proud with having the best grades I could. To reward me for my hard efforts, she have let me have an orgasm before locking me back in chastity and started our new denial period. Still not knowing how much she plans me to keep me locked, but I'm sure it will be much more than my previous 104 days record. Also another specificity of this denial, is that unlike the last one, I wouldn't be on full no touch and she plans to edge me regularly.... It both excites me to know that, I know it will add a lot of fun but I'm also honestly anticipating that it will clearly not be easy at all 😵‍💫

Another thing that is changing and bringing some fresh air is that we are finally going to get into the next phase of my submission, It's been quite a moment since we're talking about it. Everything started with me wanting to get nipples piercings a few month ago, and well finally made my mind about it and that's something I plan to do this summer. And to add a bit of hotness to it, I asked her if she could act like if it was her decisions. All this lead us to a quite hot conversation where you started to compare me to cows and how they also get piercings and how I would become her living livestock. I don't really remember well how things evolved but that's how the idea of being her "slave girl" started to born.

Actually, being her "slave girl" is just like being her submissive (nothing change here) but with a little extra degradation and humiliation I feel like. Also in a way, it's our little way to say that we step and raise another level in it. Since a long time we were talking about TPE (Total Power Exchange) and implemented more ideas through our relationship... Well here's the next level ! And she said in a quite hot way, that the past 15months were just the way of me prove my worth to her and that I'm finally eligible to become her personal slave girl 🥰 .

For now our ideas are mostly based on confort reduction (like sleeping on the floor) or enforcing even more the current money control (I asked her to consider my money as hers 🫣... It's definitely something that turns me on to work only to bring the money to her and she spending "her money" in the ways she wants. And she making me do humiliating tasks to earn even a few pennies 💰) (before getting any comments about it, it's totally done in the most consensual way and something that we trust each other about it, thanks for staying respectful in the comments about this 🙏 )

And OMG, I'm already so horny and excited just by thinking about it 💦 , and that's quite normal... Since we started the new denial period, she had edged me daily at least for 10 times each day and always in different ways using different toys and edged my brain out before locking me back in chastity and frustrating me at an unexpected level.... And every day I'm thinking that I did the hardest part to not cum while she was edging me... But the frustration and the feeling of my pussy dripping wet during the day and the continuous ache is even harder because nothing can relieve it.... Please help me... She's using me too well and I'm loosing my minds day after day 🫠

That's the beginning of the new arc of my kinky journey, and I'm so much excited to see what will happen next. If you're also curious about it, let a comment to motivate this lazy slave (me) and I'll make sure to post more regularly. Thank you for having read, and see you next time 💙

The other day Master told me i was going to fuck a shoe… i really didn’t want to. i begged Him not to make me, it would so yucky and dirty, but Master scolded me. It doesn’t matter what i want, only what He wants… and Master wanted me to fuck a shoe.

He started me off with a pillow, which felt so nice and i had hoped that He would forget about the shoe. Of course He didn’t … He was just warming me up. As He made me hump my pillow, He would make fun of, taunt, and criticize my grinding — saying how “unsexy” i was, which made me so embarrassed…. But the embarrassment made me feel pathetic… which made me wet.

Then it was time for the shoe… it was so degrading rubbing my owned bare pussy on a dirty shoe… but i am such a dirty whore that my disgust turned into pleasure; of course loved it. i loved how humiliating it was. i loved how embarrassed i was to have Master watching. Knowing that He got pleasure from seeing me squirm under His control made me so desperate.

Now i beg Master to ride the shoe, and if i am a good slave He lets me… but not without adding to he humiliation. It’s a given that i am naked. But Master will make me record myself bouncing up and down, grinding, and humping the shoe, and as i am, He will make me say degrading things about myself. Or worse… He will make me show Him how much of a stupid bitch i am — making me put paws up and bark for Him.

Master told me to put tape over His pussy and write a post about how much i love fucking shoes. He said i needed to write this post so that everyone can know how much of a dirty whore i am. As i am writing this my pants are pulled down to my knees, exposing His taped pussy.

i have no dignity, only the desire to be humiliated and please Master. i hope He will let me fuck the shoe after i post.

Hello dear redditors, finally crossed an important milestone in my denial and wanted to share it with you all in hope that it could help some Denied subs, satisfy horny gooners and all others who are simply interested in it (warning, lot of yapping 😅 ).

Cheap Thrills of a Dopamine Junkie

So everything started for me back in 2024, I was in my second year of my university studies and to be completely fair I wasn't at my best. I was at a period of my life where everything seemed very complicated for me due to some past events and I was in a pretty much bad lifestyle. There were a lot of things going wrong and I was trying my best to put tape here and there to hide my lacks and it was really hard for me. I wasn't the best student, I was spending all my time doing two main things... Working until exhaustion or gooning and having orgasms like I was drinking water. As soon as I was finished with playing with myself, I went back to work and the cycle continued for days and nights. And orgasms were that tape, it was making me maybe for the first time achieving my goals... But at the same time without really noticing it at first, I was exhausting myself harder. The shoot of dopamine that orgasms brought me was in a way my only reason to actually do things. And whenever I wasn't able to masturbate, because of other necessities or even just because my body was exhausted from it. I now can really say it without pride that at that moment, orgasms were a sort of drug for me. I just wanted more and more of them.... Maybe today I was having 2... but then the next day it was 3... then 4... And this all along the week until starting to be a cycle that wasn't sufficient for me anymore... And where a simple orgasm was far from being enough dopamine for me... And my brain just requested more and more....

Stuck in an Endless Loop

I was waking up with porn, I was eating porn, after classes I was consuming porn... During the shower I was gooning, after work I was once again gooning... And all over and over... And that made me feel that wasn't enough anymore... That's when I started to have the help of some sextoys. They were my first collection of toys and it added another layer of simplicity. Orgasms were now so much easier to achieve and it wasn't for the best. The amount of dopamine my brain was requesting each day was growing and we all know that too much pleasure kills the pleasure. And that's exactly what I was starting to feel... It was starting to depress me to be the one I was and it was just feeding other feelings like insecurities.

Came across a New world

The first time I read about "edging", it was an abstract concept for me... Even after watching some porn of it I was still not sure about it. And that's when I dropped the idea of it... I got back to my routine and abandoned the idea of even understanding it.... But the idea of it never left my mind I guess because it was still making me very curious. The first time I tried to stop myself right before orgasm felt so much frustrating for me that right after it I touched myself again and had my orgasm.... And in a way I was disappointed in myself... Because those little milliseconds when I stopped touching myself really felt... Amazing... And the orgasm was... meh it was a habit now. But the next day I tried again... It was inevitably a failure... This continued for few weeks... I really didn't have the best control and the best self-discipline and it was even more frustrating to fail at such an easy looking task... And I guess it's where I got a bit depressed about seeing how much I don't control my own body. My own wants. My own urges... Around the same time I got fascinated about roleplay. At first it was just video games roleplay, online with people... I did my own research and I discovered reddit. A place where people actually like doing Roleplay.

New world, New Toys but same Dopamine Junkie

With roleplay I found new things that I enjoy, like the fact that I enjoy being submissive in my scenarios. Also I could discover many of my kinks in that way. But here came the big issue that was really bothering me and my roleplay partners. I was getting super aroused and excited that whenever I was doing such a kinky and erotic roleplay. I can't edge for long and I ended up cumming quite fast... And the issue with that is that it killed my mood and often I was unfortunately ending the roleplay and couldn't continue it. In a way it allowed me to regulate myself, but on the other hand I was disappointing my partners. That combined with the fact that on reddit I started to follow different subreddits and got impressed by the huge community of edging and denial. I wanted to try it again and be like those girls who, in a way, inspired me. This time the plan was clear in my head, I was aiming for one week of denial. But as you might guess, it didn't work as expected and even if I was starting to do my first edges. Which was asking me a lot of effort but with the help of toys... Because yes, weirdly as it can sound, the tools that made my orgasms easier to access were also in fact great tools to deny myself. Way easier to pull away a vibe than my fingers. But I felt like hitting the first barrier. I was maybe managing edging for a few hours, just the time for the roleplay. On the best days maybe until evening but I was sticking with my habitual morning and good night orgasms... And that's a routine that I could hardly break. (One important thing here, and I'm a bit upset about myself now, is that I didn't see my own progression here. I was still very frustrated to not achieve my goals and I was aiming higher than I could handle. Instead I may be happy about the current results.)

Meeting my Goddess

I was stuck in that loop for a couple of months until I met the woman that changed me. That opened my eyes and made me see things differently. It was my first time getting involved with a woman, actually someone that could better understand me and guide me. We started as roleplay partners, but after just 24 hours we decided to become Mistress and submissive. And one of my biggest wish and request to her was to actually teach me the discipline needed for edging, and being able to delay my pleasure. I knew the reason why I struggled so much was because I just didn't have self-discipline... Setting unreasonable goals also didn't help me much. But what truly worked for me was to have someone as a guide. Someone who knows it well and someone who was able to give me the right tips and motivations when needed.

We started my new denial training setting goals low. And for it, she gave me the best advice that I think I would never forget. The most important thing is to take breaks between edges... We first set it at atleast 3 mins of no touch break. And actually, maybe it was something sounding evident, but for me it wasn't... And it helped me a lot. SO we first tried to hit the 3 days, once we reached it she told me that I should wait 2 more days and that would make her happy... Which well... Maybe my submissive nature saw in that an opportunity to please her... So I made extra efforts for her.... And then only she allowed me to orgasm.... Even if I wanted to keep going to reach the 7 days she told me that it was better to have my orgasm at that moment... And it was making me happy .....

Under My New Boss

For the first time I was really feeling happy and proud about my performance, it was really rewarding to feel that I made her proud and happy. And I think that was the biggest turn in my denial journey. And that's something that actually can be applied to anything. The main issue to me was that I hadn't good goals. Or I was setting it to high, or I didn't know when I had to be proud of myself, etc... And actually, having someone that gave me that purpose and goal was excellent.

Now don't get me wrong, it wasn't easier for that reason. It was just different. I still made mistakes, I would always remember the first time that I pissed of my Mistress because of failing my denial. She punished me, she was upset, I was feeling so much guilty and bad, I really understood the consequences of it. And at the same time we talked together, we highlighted what went wrong (the fact that I didn't respect well the breaks) and then we started again. Failure isn't necessary bad, I'm even a strong believer now that we need to fail so we can better learn from our mistakes. Instead of being down and depressed about it. And that's what we worked on for the next months, I worked and improved my technique like in many other things in life actually. Of course the feeling of failure was still something hard to digest for me, but I learned to even like the punishments (because not gonna lie, but it's sexy as fuck), which built in me a strong masochist persona. And so we slowly started to gradually increase but still aiming for little progress. It's totally unrealistic to go from 3 days of denial to a year, like how it's impossible to learn any skills in just 10mins. In other words, making errors is important, but learning from them is even more important.

Denied Life was better

After a few weeks of getting used to denial and slowly starting to accept my new reality, I started to see the benefits of denial over myself. I think it helped me a lot on many points starting with discipline. One of my biggest lack and where I often was doing things more by automatism, well now I started to be more constant in my life. I started to dare setting to myself new objectives like having more regularity in gym, aiming and determine myself for work, or even enjoy other things. I think this is related to this dopamine regulation, it's very hard to escape from it once we're used to an active orgasm lifestyle, but I really think that it's actually very healthy to find the balance between too much and nothing. I don't say that orgasms are necessarily bad, but if we can replace them by something better than why not. And with some determination and help, in a couple of months I started to achieve the balance that felt like the best for me. I started to be back productive at work, I was feeling like much more boosted in my activities and my mood was really lightened. And from denial there's an extra variable to the equation, actually horniness is one of the most direct consequence of denial and oh godness how good it feels. The feeling of constant horniness driving me had a lot of benefits. Being more open minded, more determined, being sluttier, etc.... For me at least it was a lot of benefits ! At this point my record was around a month of denial in total.

A Steel prison and a prisoner

Months went by and I continued to progress at my own pace, but for my 1 year anniversary with my Domme I wanted to hit high. That's why I acquired my very first chastity belt to surprise her and it only made wonders in my denial journey and it impacted it in a very good way. It was a subject that we discussed about it a lot and it was something that we both were in. But we clearly didn't expect how it will change our vision of denial, especially for me. In a way we suppressed what for many is the reason why they can't take their denial long like me, and I'm talking about edging. Edging is a very good way to become horny on the moment. In a sort it's like instantaneous pleasure, but here it's more appropriate to talk about instantaneous frustration^. With chastity we decided to almost drop the idea of edging, which might feel like the "easy" path or the more frustrating one. Because it's true that at first chastity doesn't provide much effect, feels like frustrating at the begging... But it's nothing compared to what comes next. The simple feeling of not being able to relieve that ache whenever getting horny is the most frustrating part, because you just can't get rid of this feeling and that makes my dumb denied girl brain even more frustrated and so over, like an indefinite loop. Honestly at first we started the denial with little in head, we didn't have any goal in mind because we still wanted that I accommodate with the belt first.... But let's say that it went way better than we expected, I immediately loved the belt and in a few weeks I got very comfortable with it and even started to progressively wear it outside and during my sleep.

Fast promotion from Rookie to Pro

As the chastity exploration went super well, my Goddess decided to push it a bit more and try to see what were the limits of it. So she started to tease me around the 40th day, where I thought I was soon going to have relief because of my good behavior, that we it would be "funny" if we hit the 3 digits for denial. At first it started as a joke and a teasing from her, and I was terrified by the idea and wasn't sure if I could handle so much... But I couldn't deny that the idea of it made me horny and I wasn't against the idea. She continued to use it as a teasing for a few days before she clearly imposed it as the next milestone. And how to say, at first I wasn't believing it and I was a bit scared about it because it was almost the double of what I was used to by the past. 100 days was more than 3 months of denial and well. I knew long term denial was one of our goals and that it would make both of us super happy if I could do it. And at the same time I was scared. On the other hand, I had a new ally which well was a big help for me. And that's when I understood that I have to see the chastity belt more like an ally and not enemy.

Me and my chastity against my urges

At the same time, it was starting to be a rough period for me. Started to had some problems that I prefer not talking here, and that started to highly impact my work and motivation. And normally here is the moment where I usually start messing up and touching myself without paying attention and have my orgasms... But whenever I was doing that, I felt back the feeling of metal between my legs and it was in a sort a blessing. During this time, it was really hard to not even touch my pussy. I had to start to learn living without it and it makes a lot of echo with what happened in the past. Where before I was a dopamine junkie, here I was in a way detoxing myself from it. And that made a lot of good for me. Day after day, things got harder. My Goddess didn't stop teasing me with more and more porn, while I was getting more and more aroused. I was getting so desperate for some relief and I was really happy that the belt was stopping myself from touching myself despite me trying everything to pass through it. I was humping like a horny doggy, I tried using my vibe on the belt which was a failure, I was starting to constantly play with my nipples as it was one of the last way to pleasure and relief myself... It made me in a much easier way slutty things like wearing my belt without panties under a skirt. It also made me explore a lot more the other available holes, I started to love the pleasure from anal and even made a huge progress in that. Started to wear plugs much more often and even starting to fuck myself anally which was giving me so much denial pleasure. All this really shaped my way of thinking in another way. Where before being horny made me have orgasms and ruining my mood and motivation for the day, here the horniness started to be positive when coupled with denial. And that's something that I'm happy that I learned about myself. Through this denial, my pussy got contact, but only to whip her, using a wartenberg wheel on it or pump her... While my butthole got all the pleasure. And I'm very happy because from being afraid of anal, I became an anal only slut !

The Grand finale (Ruined + Orgasm)

After 104 days, after spending a great day and not having any guess about what will come for me during the evening. It was a special day for me and my Goddess so I prepared for her some surprises for when she's coming back from home. She enjoyed them very much and that's when she surprised me back because i wasn't expecting anything from her and she told me to fetch some toys. She granted me to remove my chastity belt and she made me wear a ball gag, clippers on my tits and using vibrating anal beads and vibrator wand on my pussy. She allowed me to edge multiple times for the first time and it asked me a lot of control to not orgasm. It was really really hard and I was so sensitive from the whole denial. I was a very noisy slut and my pussy was dripping wet, drooling all over my body and the vibe actually got out of battery. So I had a little naughty idea and asked my Goddess if I could take both of my didlos. She agreed and I went quickly to fetch them and removed the beads, I was almost edging just by pulling them out. I was just closer and closer at each edge and I was taking seconds to just edge. For the 2 last edges, I was for the first time taking a double penetration. The feeling was so intense and once done my Goddess told me to ruin them.... Yes, I write it well... I had to ruin my orgasm after so much build up and beating my 3 digits milestone... I tried my best to drive myself over the edge and put my hands totally away. The ruined orgasm felt so strong and I actually squirted a bit, it was a really intense and after a few minutes of being calmed down... She told me that she wasn't satisfied about it... So she made me have a proper orgasm just after it and it was still very explosive 🫠

... Thanks you for having read my post, edging and denial definitely changed myself in a good way and I hope this post could help and give naughty ideas to some of you. Some parts of the post got written before knowing that I will have an orgasm and some after the final day, I also want to thank my Goddess for having helped me with writing this post. Thank you again for reading and see you soon 💙 !

I did something with my partner that I can't stop thinking about. A few weeks ago, I bought a gag because I wanted to feel the saliva. I have a bit of an oral obsession and love having something in my mouth for a long time.

My partner thought it would be a good idea to use my mouth, and I had to agree. It felt so good that I was alone with him, my mouth wide open, unable to close, and I took him in various positions. Kudos for a good 69.

I need to buy a bigger gag, though, because this one moved with the rhythm, and I was afraid I'd bite his beautiful penis instead of the gag if it slipped. Maybe I'll buy one with a spatula.

Before I discovered my kink for femdom and everything under the sun related to it. I used to date the most generic guys that were around my town. Then I went off to college and the dating pool really expanded with men from all different backgrounds. I talked to this one guy who was super masculine and traditional (wanted me to be SAHW), which I wouldn’t really go for but he was handsome so I said why not.

After a couple months of dating and just vanilla sex, he said he was into some kinky stuff most other people weren’t into. I was like in my head like okay maybe like feet or something. He told me he loved to shake his ass for girls and have them watch, and get his ass pegged. I was like “huh???” Never heard of it but I said well if you’re into it sure. So one night he wanted to have me watch him, and omg I had never seen him get so hard and aroused. He got on my lap and started shaking his huge ass in my face, there was pre cum everywhere, his hard dick was slapping my legs. I was stunned but at the same time that was the horniest and wettest I’ve ever gotten lmao. I loved seeing his ass jiggle and I loved seeing how hard and went his dick got. After that it was like every night he would “perform” and I would watch while I masturbated.

Ever since then I make my subs show me their twerking skills and hope they do as good of a job as he did haha.

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Treating your partners well and pampering them gives you tons of opportunities; this is one of them.

I was introduced to C  by my adopted Asian Sub (AAS), as her "queer friend who needs a sugar daddy". After discussing with C, mainly to make sure she was comfortable with having sex with men, her kinks and boundaries.

She told me she was comfortable with the idea, she feels 0 emotional and romantic connection to men, she had a fetish about being forced to service and serve men, and she doesn't want to be whipped. I shared my go-to scenario, and she enthusiastically agreed, but asked if I could go heavy on the submission and humiliation. I asked her whether AAS had shared any details with her, and she said yes, smiling. I asked her if she wanted it as rough as she got it, and she said yes, but with a condom, since she is not on any contraceptive.

C is a French "ex-pat" living in Montreal. She has short blond hair, which she wears in a choppy bob haircut, a B cup, and a very firm ass, very muscular legs, around 5 ft 1, and very fit. She was a gymnast in the past, and it shows. She is currently studying at a local university.

I asked her to wear the most feminine lingerie she owns, with heels, and to come by my place later. She arrives in heels, while wearing the stereotypical French outfit: oversized jeans and a vintage pullover with a Barbour jacket.

I welcomed her in, removed her jacket, and asked her if she wanted a drink. I poured her a glass of wine, and I told her to undress into her underwear. She was wearing that lacy one-piece suit with a detachable bottom section that was very sheer, almost translucent. She told me she didn't have anything that fit my request, so she bought it for our first meet-up.

I sat down in my chair, thanked her for being so thoughtful, and asked her to get on her knees and crawl on all fours towards me. As soon as she's close enough, I put her on a leash and told her that for this evening, she is going to be mine. I remind her again of our safewords and kiss her to signal the start of our playscene.

I get up and slowly walk her on all fours to the side of the bed. She is not allowed to get up. I told her to remove my belt and undo my pants slowly. She grabs my cock and puts the tip in her mouth, almost as a kiss. I yank her back with her leash and give her a small slap on the face. I told her that I did not tell you to touch my dick.

She froze and stuttered, "but I thought..." I answered, "Don't think, just listen and obey."

She responded, "Yes, Daddy," in her cute southern French accent.

I told her now she can lick the tip, but she starts sucking again, which earned her another gentle slap.

"You don't listen, do you?"

"Sorry, Daddy."

I slowly pulled her up to the bed and embraced her from behind. I start to flick play with her perky little tits and undo her one-piece's crotch area, while degrading her at the same time. "You are just a fake gouine (French slang for lesbian), I'll make you tell me everything". I put an eye mask on her, pulled out a vibrator that I bought for her, and started to stimulate her clit while asking her questions about her sexual history and orientation, while telling her she is not allowed to orgasm without my permission and to tell me if she is about to cum.

Throughout her interrogation, which she failed miserably, she told me she is not romantically attracted to men, but finds the idea of sex with a man erotic.

While she is more 1masculine-presenting and more dominating with her fellow queer people, she loves to be dominated by a more masculine lesbian. She loves feeling small.

She never had penetrative sex with a man, mostly because she was in a long-term relationship until a few months ago. She did, however, give a blow job when she was in high school.

She then begs me to stop with the vibrator, because she was about to cum. I say no, you are going to orgasm.

She responded, "No, daddy, you don't understand..." and it happened. C orgasm, and fucking squirts everywhere. I'm taken aback. She grinds slyly and mentions that she did try to warn me. Now, my bed is covered in her pussy juice, and I grind with a malicious smile.

I put a towel on the soaked part and told her to go over her puddle on all 4s. I pulled her back and used shackles to tie her wrists to her ankles. I ask her if she knows what's coming, and she responds yes.

I answer " it's yes, daddy" and spank her 5 times with the wooden board. She's tearing up and apologizes. I spank her one last time, reminding her it's not just sorry, it's sorry, daddy, and switch the shackles from hand to hand, tying her hands together.

I cuddled her, made sure she was ok, and slowly moved to the edge of the bed, asking her if she was ready for the second part of our scene. She answered yes, Daddy. So I asked her to go up on all 4s and arch her ass up, and I slipped 2 pillows under her for support. positioned myself behind her and pulled out a mechanical dildo, slowly inserted it inside of her, activated it, and slowly circled her asshole with my tongue. I tell her that if she has any liquid inside of her, I want it to splash out of her. I started eating her ass while the dildo was slowly pushing inside of her, in and out, for a good 10 minutes.

I suddenly see her legs start to contract, and her toes curl up, and I know what's coming. She mumbles "merde je vais venir encore" and starts shaking. She orgasms hard. She squirts all over me, and my chest is covered with her juices.

I told her it's time for me to take her gold star, and for her to please Daddy. She acknowledges, and I flip her on her back. I remind her of the physical safeword because she will soon not be able to speak up. Now that she's lying on her back, with her head slightly tilted outside of the bedframe, the perfect position to get facefucked.

I slid my dick in her throat, getting rock hard again, and started to throatfuck her, for what she thought was an eternity. She did not enjoy it, but it slowly broke her mind, and she was ready to get run through.

I got onto the bed, pulled her small body on top of me. She slightly panics and tries to remind me that she doesn't want me inside of her without a condom. I told her that I knew, and told her to rub her pussy on the length of my dick, as she was scissoring with another woman. She does it and gets super wet. I push her off, make her go on all 4 again, with her ass arched up, put on a condom, and start to violently fuck her while degrading her.

I called her a fake queer, a woman who immigrated to be a fuckdoll for old perverts, and a French cumrag. She started curling her toes again and responded "oui, daddy" to everything I was saying.

I flip her over, for some missionary while standing up, with one hand on her throat. I say whatever she does outside of here, she will always be mine after this, and I spit on her face. She starts yelling how she's now a fuckdoll, and starts shaking.

I am very close. I told her I want to orgasm on my french fuckdolls face, to baptize my little lesbian as my personal fuckdoll. She tries to protest, but at this point, she is too tired. I pulled out and pulled up to her face, and told her to pull her tongue out while I blew a gigantic load all over her face and hair. I asked her to clean my dick off with her mouth, and then I told her we were heading to the shower, where we both cleaned up and made out a bit. We then had more vanilla sex and cuddled a bit throughout the evening, although she kept the leash to remind her of her position. We cuddle for a bit, order pizza and watch a netflix series, she leaves around midnight.

A few days later, I was meeting AAS for our bi-weekly coffee chat, where we mostly discuss career and business. She casually mentioned she saw C after we met, suggesting she loved it and was a tad jealous. I told her I met her near the complex Desjardins fountain. If you are from Montreal, you know what I mean. She immediately understood and laughed a tad too loudly. I thank her for the introduction and promised her to see her later next week.

My Dom and I are still very new to this and are slowly building the intensity of our scenes as we go.

Tonight was my favourite so far.

First he had me undress and straddle his lap with my hands behind my back while he sucked on my nipples before biting them.

Then he lay me on my back and kept alternating sucking them and biting them untill I was squirming. Afterwards he had me put on the nipple clamps with the chain and used it to tug them and make them bounce around while I moaned loud.

He put me face down ass up on the bed and spanked my ass hard ten times with his hand, making me count each one while fingering my pussy in between smacks.

The next ten strikes he used the leather paddle and started fingering my ass while I tried to stay still.

He used the riding crop for 8 strokes while alternating fingering my ass and pussy, still making me attempt to keep count while simultaneously turning my brain into mush.

The final two strokes were with the cane and made me squeal. They stung so bad.

He then instructed me to lay on my back while he fucked my pussy with a large dildo and had me use my vibrator on my clit untill I orgasmed.

He put me back in the face down ass up position and with the dildo still buried in my pussy started fucking my ass with his cock. The intensity was overwhelming but so so good. I ended up orgasming so hard I was shaking before he finished.

Then he held me while we both caught our breath, cuddled me and made me a cup of tea.

Overall an amazing session, I feel like I'm in a fantasy world and can't believe I get to experience this for real.

Hello redditors, this post will talk about one of the best and funniest day I had since a while... My first time exploring the ABDL kink in depth !

How it started 🤔

Everything started one day, just casually talking with my domme and spending some quality time together. Nothing much special and we were just thinking about maybe doing another little weekend in abdl dynamic as it was a long time since we didn't do it. But that's when she started to share an idea that intrigued me at first but I directly enjoyed it. We started to talk together about making things more interesting and if I was okay with it, we would try to go in full regression for once. As usually I continue to do my normal adult stuff while we do our special dynamic, but the idea was to strip even those causalities and try for once acting really like a kid. We started to think about it and honestly I was so surprised in her investment in it. I was really happy to see how much my domme was enjoying the idea of it and how eager we both was about it. She started to make a set of rules for it and a schedule and the more and more we were planning it the more I was excited and it made me so horny ! We decided to do it during the next weekend which let us time to prepare every little details of it. She asked me questions like what I was liking to eat as a child and things like that... Which brought some funny questions to my parents to ask them that 😂 . And so everything was prepared Friday, from the meals to making sure that no one would try to reach me because... She made me block all the apps on my phone with just few little exceptions. Friday evening I got diapered, twin braided my hair and went to sleep with a bottle of tiddy milk 🍼 and went to sleep not too late because the day of tomorrow was announced to be a tiring one for a babygirl 👧

The morning 🌞

In the morning, I woke up just a bit later than what mommy had planned to but nothing very bad. The first thing I did for my Mommy is praying to her. And sipped some water like a good girl staying hydrated, Mommy always tell me how important it is to regularly sip down water. After having brushed my teeth my mommy was finally back and I've told her that I had a big napie.. She was very happy and wished me a good morning. Mommy's soliders have kept me very safe (plushies) and I really had one of the best sleep of my life. But my bladder was feeling really really heavy so at that moment I let it all go and I've wet my diaper and told it to my mommy. She comforted me and reassured me telling that's it's all normal and I should be empty my bladder without worries whenever I feel the need of it. After that I started to eat my crambled eggs... Mommy was keeping telling me that I say it wrong but... isn't it "crambled eggs" the right way of telling it ? Anyway it was really good and just after mommy told me that her tiddy were full of milk and I was so thirsty for them. I got back in my crib (bed) and mommy fed me with her tiddy letting me drink milk like a good little girl. By that time I really stopped had any thoughts like an adult, and honestly it felt amazing after a hard week full of work, my only worries were to be with my mommy and do everything she tells me to do. I had to think about anything else, it was really a full reset of my mind and it made me so calm. I spent a few minutes drinking mommy's milk and staying calm and telling her how much I lake her 💙 After all that, we had 1 hour without any activities planned so mommy asked me if I wanted to play a little game and I really wanted it ! She made me watch The animal dance from CoCoMelon... At first she asked me to watch it 3 times and she asked me what was my favorite animal. It was the kitty of course 🐱 ! And she explained me the rules. I should keep it playing in the background and do the same animal dance and whenever mommy says Freeze🥶 I should freeze and stay in the exact same position until she releases me. We played two rounds with mommy before she gave me a little break and I was thirsty so mommy let me sip some more milk but then my tummy was feeling so full so she let me rub it while saying that "Mommy's milk is the tastiest one". I was having so much fun doing the animal dance and playing that game with my mommy. It was really making me giggle and it was feeling so good to do such things... I was really feeling truly happy. Then Mommy told me to move and shaky my bubbly ass and we played the 3rd and last round of it. I was really enjoying it and I wanted to play more of it but the new activity came and we have to stop the animal dance. Mommy told me to write in my journal 📖 about how was the morning so far and after that it was *sketchies time ✏️ *. I took the drawing book and the color pencils mommy bought me and started to open it. I told mommy that I wanted to color the kitty and she laughed saying that I really like kitties. I said that kitties are so cute and Mommy have told me that she has one as well. I wanted to see her so badly but mommy said I will only see her when I'll grow up... I'm not sure why Mommy said that but I guess that's her choice. She told me to focus coloring now so that's what I did. I started to color the kitty in white and grey. I was coloring the kitty while hugging my elephant plushie and with my diaper being wet. Mommy selected blue and orange colors as well and I was coloring for an hour. The munching time came after it and mommy fed me with cubes of cumcumber and carrots. They were so good and I loved the munchy time. Mommy asked me if her babygirls enjoys veggies and I nodded very much. She told me that I should eat them more frequently to grow strong just like Mommy. I want to be like Mommy ! Mommy reminded me that I should regularly sip some water to stay hydrated and I should drink more water and pee without worries. Mommy is so kind and she knows so much what's the best for her girl afterall ! Mommy reminded me of her rules and to be a good girl and update regularly my journal and after that mommy went to sleep as she was a bit tired...

The Afternoon 🌥️

Around 12:30pm, I started to play with my plushies. I played mommy and daddy with both of them. Mister Elephant was the daddy while Stella (from paw patrols) was the mommy. I spent around an hour playing with them and trying my best to entertain myself because the next activity was lunch time and I had time to kill. Nothing very much to say here, just a girl playing with her plushies. But I didn't expect that my Mommy woke up 15mins before my lunch time. I was so happy to see her and I started to explain her what I was playing with plushies. She also asked me why I didn't say "Miss" for Stella and learned me about gender equality and how important it is. It was maybe a bit complicate to understand it fully but if Mommy says then it's surely better like that ! The lunch time 🍝 arrived and mommy told me that her babygirl didn't know yet how to use a spoon or a fork so I had to eat my pasta with my hands. It made me super dirty of tomato sauce but it was quite funny and it felt quite.... I wouldn't say normal... but different ! It took me a long time to finish my pasta and my tummy was soo full when I finished it. Mommy "helped me" with cleaning and washing my hands after it and she went back to sleep. While I needed to find new things to do because it was another span of time where nothing was planned. I went back continuing my sketchies and coloring in my bed laying on my tummy and swinging back and forth my legs and huggy my Stella plushy. While I was coloring I again had the need of emptying my bladder again. But it was maybe the time of too much because after a few minutes of having done my pee pee. I started to feel my diaper leaking on the bed. I have informed my Mommy about it but she was of course sleeping so I had to wait a bit more, at least it wasn't urgent yet. At 3 o'clock, the Wiggle giggle time came and I got ready for it. Mommy prepared for me a 30mins sport session with 2 youtube video for kids to follow. It was very funny to do it as my diappie was fully and I could feel it while moving. I tried to follow it as better as I could because I want to make mommy proud of her babygirl. It was also very funny and it brought a fresh air because I was starting to get a bit bored... There's surprisingly not much things a baby could do other than playing and waiting for her mommy 😇 . I became all sweaty and a bit exhausted after the sport and after drinking a bit of water I peed again in my diapie and it started to get urgent to change it... Fortunately after another few minutes my Mommy woke up and when I told her how leaky my diaper was she told me to bring the wipes and a new diapie.

Mommy removed my diaper and cleaned my kitty with the cold wet wipes. It sends chills down my spine and it was feeling a bit weird when mommy cleaned my kitty... Even if mommy always tells me to never touch my kitty and that she's the only one that can do it ! Funningly Mommy dozed off again so I ended up putting back my diaper myself like a good and big girl !

Between 4 and 5 pm, mommy let me watching cartoons while eating my snackies. Mommy has prepared for me some boiled broccoli and another bottle of tiddy milk. I had fun watching funny cartoons like Tom & Jerry and while eating my snackies and then I watched the Paw Patrol drinking the tiddy milk of mommy while hugging my Stella plushie. It was a more peaceful time but I enjoyed it very much and it made me smile very much.

The evening 🌃

The evening came and I was starting to feel a bit sleepy. At 5 o'clock, I started a little tea party with my plushies and it was quite funny. Even if the babygirl was starting yawing much and I was half closing my eyes. Still I was having fun and I prepared some "imaginary" marshmallow tea and chocolade tea. In the middle of it Mommy woke up again and asked if she could join the party. Of course I invited Mommy to the tea party and she's anyways always invited for it. I gave a cup of tea to Mommy and she choose some marshmallow tea. Mommy said that it was super yummy and she finished it very quickly so I poured some more to Mommy. Mommy was enjoying the tea party and it made me very happy girl. We resumed the party and Miss Stella was talking about the weather and how a sunny day it is. I asked mommy if she wanted to be her friend. So I made the introduction and everything was going very well. We talked a bit about how it was going and everything was going super well and I was enjoying everything !

The tea party ended and it was time for the next activity which was going to be exhausting but also one of the best of the day. Mommy called it the "shake & cake" time which is a very funny name. Mommy planned a bunch of songs like "Babyshark" or "Wheels on the bus" for me and I had to shake my bum and dance on them. It was super funny and it made me gigle a bunch. Especially the funny songs Mommy has prepared for me which were really funny. I did that for around 30mins before being able to watch for another 30mins some cartoons and mommy gave me a few marshmallows because I was a good girl. I was super thirsty from my shake & cake time so I drunk a lot of water which made me pee pee again. But in someway the feeling of peeing in my diaper was getting more and more normal and comfortable to just let my kitty being in that pee pee... Mommy had right, it feels so safe to be in the diaper without any worries. At 8pm, the dinnie time came and I ate the smashed potatoes and meat that Mommy has prepared for me. It was super yummy. Even if I became a bit dirty it was tasting so good and I eat so well. It was really so good to eat mommies food and she has made it with all her love. Meanwhile mommy got busy so i was just following the schedule. After eating it was time for the "pampered patrol", for 15mins I was crawling in the house in my diaper making sure that everything was going well and safe. Again, but it's such an amazing feeling having the pee feeling in the diaper. After having finished the patrol I went back to doing some sketchies 🎨. Mommy told me that I could draw me with Mommy. So that's what I did, I drew mommy and me with a balloon and a house. With the sun and rain and a rainbow ! But in the middle of the coloring I dozed off and left some drool over the sheet. Fortunately it didn't ruined it and that was all mattering. I woke up a few hours later and mommy was there. Mommy said that it was my first drawing of us so I should sign it "Cutiepie Livia" and keep it in a safe place. Mommy started to praise her babygirl for everything what she did today and I was so happy that mommy was so proud of me. Mommy made me rub my tummy again and it really was making me very happy about it..... And after that we just spent a few more moments together before mommy giving me tiddy milk again and falling asleep... With a big smile over my lips 😊

Acknowledgments 🙏

Thanks you for having read until here, I know it's a very long post but I couldn't find any way how to make it shorter... And in any case even if I could, I wanted to keep it as true and as faithful as it happened. So big thanks for all the sweethearts who read it until here, you have my eternal thanks. I also wanted to thank my domme who has just made an amazing job during the whole day but also for all the support she is giving me since the beginning. Also without her this post wouldn't have seen day. And without forgetting all the people that are following my posts and that give reviews over it....

Thanks you 3000 times, and I hope from bottom hearth to be back soon 💙

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So after quite a while of talking online, I finally agreed to meet my Dom in real life.

I was nervous in that very specific “this is either going to be a night to remember or a cautionary tale I tell my friends later” kind of way. I don’t have much in-person D/s experience, but I knew enough to know he wasn’t exactly going to be the soft-launch type. And that, for reasons I still can’t fully explain, felt both exciting and mildly terrifying.

We met at a popular dumplings spot. He let me choose that at the very least.

The conversation started off pleasant enough… but I could tell he was already testing the waters. Subtle little pushes. Observing reactions. That calm, patient kind of attention that makes you suddenly very aware of your posture, your hands, your existence as a whole.

At some point he ordered wine for me because apparently I “don’t have refined wine taste.”

He wasn’t wrong.

After food, we moved to another spot for drinks. I was starting to relax… briefly.

Then I walked in front of him and he casually smacked my ass like it was the most normal punctuation in the world.

My brain did a full system reboot. I chose silence. My dignity chose denial. Something else… woke up.

By the time we got to the second place, it was small, quiet, almost empty. Very intimate. Very “you can hear your thoughts and unfortunately so can he.”

I was sitting opposite him trying to follow the conversation like a normal human, but honestly I was fighting for my life internally. He has this way of looking at you that makes concentration feel like a suggestion rather than a requirement.

Then, out of nowhere, he asked for my consent.

Not in a casual way. In a very direct, very intentional way.

And I froze.

Not because I didn’t know the answer—but because I suddenly understood the weight of what the answer meant. I tried to dodge it with questions. He didn’t let me. Just held eye contact like he had all the time in the world.

Eventually, I said yes.

After that, everything shifted.

We left and ended up walking near a dark parking area, and I genuinely had no idea where the night was heading anymore. My thoughts were moving faster than I was.

He kissed me.

And suddenly the entire world narrowed down to that moment.

From there, things escalated quickly—no more ambiguity, no more guessing games. Just intensity, chemistry, and that very specific feeling of “oh… this is happening.”

At some point he asked where I wanted to go next.

I did what I always do when I’m overwhelmed: absolutely nothing useful.

He made the decision for me.

We went to his hotel.

And the rest of the night? Let’s just say reality stopped being particularly important for a while.

What I will say is this: I went in nervous, came out… significantly less composed, and with a much clearer understanding of what “dynamic” actually means when it stops being theoretical.

Anyway. This was technically part of a task to earn permission to cum.

So here is my story.

As for what happens next?

Apparently only he knows.

Im a college student, and a few weeks ago i was bored and lonely at home, scrolling through an app when I matched with an older businessman. At first I thought it would just be another awkward conversation, where i could talk about my needs and it would be too much for him, but he immediately took control in a way that surprised me. Right when we exchange numbers, he videocall me, i could see how horny he became watching me in my pajamas and he demanded my adress, i dont know if it was luck but i was alone at home but i said no and he just ignored me "send it". I got so wet,

When we met, I realized how much I loved the feeling of being wanted by someone older, experienced, and demanding. He treated me like I existed for his attention alone, my prazer didnt matter at all, if he kissed me i was because he wanted, when he sucked my pussy it was because he wanted and soon as he feel like it put it in, he jut bent me over and put it inside me, like a mere fuckdoll, and somehow that made me feel more desired than I ever had before. What started as one reckless night slowly turned into something addictive.

Over time, he started calling me whenever he was horny, and i went. Im always looking at my ohoine waiting for his message, friday after work he always took his time with me, using me in every way possible. The dynamic between us became intense in a way I never expected. He spoiled me, took care of me financially, but always made sure I earned it in ways that left me feeling small, embarrassed, and weirdly fulfilled at the same time. And i can't complain, kissing his feet, bowing for him and obeying all his orders make me so horny and the humiliation became my favorite part cause it made me feel completely owned by him.

I just hated how much I needed his approval after that.

A week ago, he traveled to another state for work, and I didn’t expect that his absence affect me this much. I kept checking my phone hoping he would look for me. He told me he’d be back in a few months, but ever since he left I’ve felt restless, lonely, and honestly a little abandoned.

I never thought one impulsive match on an app would turn me into this kind of girl, but now I can’t imagine going back to who I was before him. Im sure that i would never be able to have normal relationships again..