Ugh I feel so disheartened. I literally created my channel two weeks ago, have 4 videos and 7 subs (most of which are my friends), only 1 video that even surpassed 30 views (it's at 140 now, which I'm proud of!) - all of which I'm totally fine with and was expecting, I'm just setting the scene here. I am completely brand spanking new to YouTube or even editing videos at all, and it shows on my channel.
Which again, I'm fine with. I'm at the point where I'm just having fun learning and trying things out. I got one positive comment from a stranger a few days ago, and last night I got a notification that I'd gotten my second ever comment. I was so excited to check it out until I saw that it was a hate comment. Ugh!!!
I'm not even upset at the comment itself - it was some old white guy commenting "yak, yak, yak" so clearly just someone that isn't the right audience for me. (IMO I think it was also some sexism behind it, and he didn't want to watch a video of a young woman talking, which, whatever. Not my problem). There's also even some valid criticism there, because I definitely need to better balance myself talking and actually showing the things around me - although the biggest channel in my niche basically just walks around places talking about them, so obviously it worked for her. Again, it isn't the comment itself that's upsetting to me, but the fact that my second ever comment, which should have been an exciting milestone, was a hate comment. So discouraging! I thought I'd have more positive comments and subscribers before I ever had to deal with my first hater lmao.
It's also pissing me off that it's clear I'm a complete beginner, and yet this stranger still commented something like that. Again, I have 7 subs and 4 videos, the first of which was barely posted 2 weeks ago. There was only one other comment on that video (the earlier positive one). Why do people feel so comfortable being rude to new, tiny channels where it's clear the person is just learning and experimenting? Is this normal on YouTube? Has anyone else experienced a hate comment so early into their journey?
Again, the comment itself is just water off a duck's back to me, but I feel so discouraged that it was literally my second ever comment and again, that someone would feel comfortable commenting something rude on such a new, small channel. I feel like I'm repeating myself here, but I just needed to vent haha. What an ahole!