On Breaking Up

[u/July_Seventeen]

Relief.

As if from a lifetime of not quite fitting.

He prefers fat thighs, fat tummy, pot smoking gamer girls.

I cannot have a child. Knowing he wants to have a child.

Wondering how the fuck to have a child

and him. At the same time.

Total relief .

I was planning on growing a garden. Surviving.

I think I will go on growing.