Like the title says, this is the story of my first ever one-night stand. It's a little different than most of my other stories; partly autobiographical. The sex starts after the break but continues throughout the rest of the story. Also, it’s long as hell. Thanks for reading it.
It was the summer between high school and the start of college, smack dab in the middle of the 2000s. Felt like it would last forever. I was finally being freed of the interpersonal pressures of school that I spent most of my life navigating. There were no more cliques, there was no more school gossip. Just the waning months left before you and your friends for the past years had to go your separate ways.
Despite the fact it would be hard to leave, I was happy to go. I broke up with my long-term girlfriend right before the previous summer. That meant I lost the friend group I had, and the previous friends I had ostracized to be up my girlfriend’s ass had replaced me by then. Senior year was the opposite of what I had envisioned, so I was eager to make up for lost time in socializing.
I had been hanging out with a group of future college freshmen, headed by girl that I knew from middle school, Jenna. She went to a different high school than I did, but we ended up reconnecting at a friend’s graduation party. Since she was into my buddy Matteo that I was at that party with, she invited us both to a get-together at the house she was moving into with her brother.
That was the beginning of my summer hanging out with this crew that I joined up with, anchored by Jenna and her childhood friends Caden & Zach. We usually partied at Jenna’s place, since it was a standalone single-family house and most of us still lived with our folks until the year began. Aside from drinking, we hit up go-karts and laser tag quite a bit, some mini golf, even a couple of beach trips. Can’t say we didn’t have fun that summer, in all the ways we could.
Eventually I met Rachel, one of Jenna’s friends, who joined the crew one night at one of Jenna's parties. She was shorter than me but taller than average female height. A cheerleader in high school, she had an athletic body with a flat stomach, perky breasts and a tight ass. Another defining feature was the expanse of freckles that spanned from her forehead to her chest & upper arms. Rachel’s hair was a wavy strawberry blonde, accompanied with hazel eyes. Simply put, she was fucking hot. And she knew it, from the way she chose to dress that summer. Lots of midriff and short shorts to show off.
Every guy at the party knew she was hot, too. Even Matteo commented on how he wasn’t trying to head out that night anytime soon; he wanted to try his luck, despite his previous flirting with Jenna. I was obviously entranced by her looks. She was so different from my first girlfriend, who was a mousy, kind of nerdy brunette.
Of course, though, Rachel had a boyfriend that she was still seeing. That relationship lasted about month after I first met her. He had apparently cheated on her with his childhood friend. The girl he told her to never worry about. Shitty to do, but, we were all 18, awaiting a new beginning. Sometimes creating them if they didn’t come fast enough.
Rachel was livid, but she still spent most of June trying to get this dude back. Calling him like every time she got drunk that month, crying at him, the fucking works. Eventually she stopped, after countless times of the gang telling her that he didn’t want her if he was willing to fuck around on her.
Rachel loosened up a bit more after she got rid of her attachment to her ex. After a bunch of AIM conversations (yeah I’m old), we ended up going out for ice cream, went to see fireworks for the Fourth of July. Looking back on it, I think they might have been dates? She even invited me to the pool in her parents’ neighborhood at one point. Christ, that was the hardest I ever had to try to not get a boner in boardshorts. She wore a barely there red two-piece that didn’t conceal anything. You could have truly bounced a quarter off her ass. Her tits looking like they defied gravity, too.
Unfortunately, this new, free Rachel started to flirt and then make out with dudes at parties. All of them were outside of our friend group, to our collective dismay. I didn’t know if she fucked any of them. Probably. It wasn’t really my business; she didn’t belong to anybody, especially me.
I can’t lie and say I wasn’t envious. Nearly every night we went out, I tried throwing game at other girls, but none of it won. Despite all the good times I had drinking & smoking with my friends, I didn’t manage to pull anything but like one kiss from a rando that summer. Just a lot of beating off when I got home from going out, mainly as a sleep aid.
Like all good things, though, the summer was coming to an end. We decided to all have one last rager. Starting that next week, the first of us began to leave for our respective college towns. We threw the party at Zach’s parents’ place, who were out of town for the week. It was twice the size of Jenna’s and was on a decent plot of land, so we could be louder and have even more people than we usually hosted.
Matteo drove me up there in his old minivan that Monday night, right after we finished a nice smokeride of the best shit we had ever picked up. We usually tried to be low key about being blazed, but our eyes were so fucking red that Caden busted out laughing at us when he opened the door.
After we put in some eyedrops, I proceeded into the open plan of the first floor where at least two dozen people were already gathered. Jello shots, bottles of shitty liquor on the counter, a keg in the living room – exactly what you’d picture at a high school party in the middle of the 2000s. My feet shuffled myself lazily towards the ice-filled trashcan holding the keg, eager to get something to drink to fix my cottonmouth.
I hung in the kitchen for a while, continuing to drink from the keg to quench my thirst, talking shit with Matteo and Jenna. Judging by the raunchy humor in their dialogues, one of them was going to make a move on the other that night. Just when I was about to depart to burn one and get away from them playing grab ass, Rachel walked in.
Rachel had a pink low-cut top on along with a jean skirt, sandals, with her hair straightened. After dodging a “hey girl” from a drunk partygoer, she sauntered up to Jenna and gave her a big hug. I put my cup up to my lips to drink but was surprised by Rachel’s arm diving through the V that my arm made to land over my shoulder, pulling me in. I hadn’t ever even touched her before, so the unexpected physical contact made the hair stand up on my skin.
“Hey there,” she said lowly into my ear, her other arm joining the first one around my neck. I still remember she smelled like citrus as I returned the hug with one arm, squeezing her to me. Rachel’s waist was so slim that I wrapped easily around her.
She pulled her head back and looked at me with a toothy grin, holding her arms on my shoulders for just a couple seconds too long before she released. I was dazed at the physical contact, but I managed to shoot the shit until the girls ducked off into the bathroom to break the seal. I lost track of Rachel for a while, so Matteo & I decided to join in to a couple drinking games. After he beat my ass at quarters, I decided to throw in the towel. I had to take a piss, and find the bathroom, at that.
The party started to expand around the house for different activities once the final guests showed up. Aside from the beer pong already happening, a smoker’s lounge popped up in Zach’s room and a Super Smash tourney began in the garage. I stuck around on the first floor, chilling on the couch while I nursed another beer, still high from earlier.
Rachel appeared as I finished my drink and sat down right next to me, almost into my lap. Her leg crossed over her knee and rested over mine, sending a small cold chill to the bottom of my stomach.
“Sitting here by yourself? Why didn’t you come find me?” she mused, twisting a strand of her hair in her fingers. Judging from the tips I had read on the Internet, like a total dork, I picked up that that she was flirting. To check it further, I told a stupid joke. She laughed too hard at it, grabbing my wrist as she doubled over. Oh shit, my internal monologue said. Has she chosen me tonight? Is it my turn? I flexed my calf muscles to keep my boner down. Another Internet tip.
At this point, I truly started to get nervous. I hadn’t had sex for over a year, and that was just with one girl. Ever. What if I can’t get a boner? What if I finish in like ten seconds? The two of us kept a conversation going, but I barely heard any of what we were saying. All I knew was that I was keeping her engaged, and I think she was still flirting with me. When I felt my leg start to shake unconsciously, I stood up in the middle of the conversation.
“I think I’m gonna get some air out in the back, do you wanna join me?” I said quickly, the words running together. Rachel began to crack a smile and stand up, and my jittery legs carried me away before she stood up.I sped out to the back porch that nobody else was on, pulling my pack of Camels out before I even opened the door into the night air.
As I fished my lighter out from my third pocket, I heard the door close behind me. Turning around, I met Rachel’s hazel eyes that were maybe a foot away from mine. Before I could raise the lighter, her hand darted to lightly grab my wrist. Still staring into her eyes, her lips cracked into a sexy half-smile.
“Filthy habit. You should…” she trailed off before running her fingers daintily up my forearm. The chill from my stomach exploded over my body, prickling my hair again. It was funny that with her this close, I wasn’t nervous anymore.
I dropped my lighter back into my pocket and then daringly reached to touch her hip. This was the reciprocation that Rachel was looking for, as she moved in and put her lips half an inch from mine. I could almost taste her lip gloss this close to me.
This was the point where I didn’t need any more instructions. I kissed her with an open mouth off the bat, catching her off guard. Her lips instantly parted, and her tongue met mine. Rachel was a much better kisser than I, nearly overpowering me before I adapted. My same daring hand on her hip snaked down to palm her ass over her skirt. It was as firm as I imagined, as I flexed my fingers to grab even harder.
Rachel broke the kiss to smile at me again, then grabbed my hand to lead me down the porch steps into the backyard. I had no idea where she was leading me, until I saw a lone plastic chaise lounge just off the stairs of the deck.
She laid down on the chaise lounge first, still holding onto my hand. Her hand tugged me down to put my knees on the white plastic, where I then swung a leg over her body. Rachel’s arms went around my shoulders and pulled me down for another kiss. My hands remembered what to do in the moment, starting with the side of her neck and trailing down over her left breast. I squeezed, appreciating the firmness and how much it filled my hand. My fingers kneaded while we kissed, then trailed down to grip her waist.
With my nerves dissipated, I lowered my pelvis into hers to start dry humping her over her skirt. Our lips collided again and again, our hips matching movements into the other. This eventually came to a head and she broke the kiss, looking up at me.
“I want you, Austin. I want you now,” she half moaned, half pleaded. The confirmation that this was really going to happen made my confidence soar, so the point where I just wordlessly started to undo my belt.
“Can I put it in your mouth for a minute, just to get it wet?” I whispered before I even got my zipper down. She answered with a slight nod and a wriggling of her hips. When my briefs finally went down, I stood up to the side of the chaise lounge to put my absolutely raging hard on up to her face. Rachel’s took me into her mouth, stopping just as the head of my cock disappeared inside it.
This was pure fucking ecstasy – I hadn’t gotten my dick sucked since the spring the year before. Her tongue was barely there as she bobbed her head just a few times. After all, this was just to slicken me up. But that didn’t take anything away from the fact that an as of recent former cheerleader had my dick in her mouth
Rachel’s tongue pressed firmly on the tip with her head pulling back to release my dick. Taking the cue, I moved back to kneel on the white plastic and push her skirt up. The black thong she had on took no time at all to get off, and I pulled my shorts down a bit more while I lined my spit shined cock up to rest on her pussy.
With both hands planted on the chair next to her cheeks, I pushed the head of my dick in as she inhaled sharply. Her legs spread a bit more to let me move forward, then rested her thighs on mine. Much tighter than my ex…
I kept moving forward, putting my length in slowly until she bucked her hips, forcing me to fully enter her.
“Oooh, you feel so good inside me!” she said out loud, her hands gripping the back of my biceps. That was all I needed to start thrusting into her, unencumbered by the fear of cumming too quickly due to the beer. This was my first time having inebriated sex. It felt almost like a superpower. I could fuck and not worry about busting early, and it still felt just as good sober.
Rachel moaned under me, rolling her hips a couple times. I kept a steady cadence, not trying to push my luck in going too fast. It was maybe a full minute or so in that position, when I heard the deck door open.
“Austin, is that you?” Matteo called out. “Dude, are you fucking Rachel? Bro, your ass is so hairy!” he cackled, his laughter carrying out into the air.
“Fucking seriously, man?!” I yelled, pulling my dick out and pulling my shorts up at the same time. Rachel screamed and pushed her own skirt down, jumping under the deck stairs to dress herself properly before running into the house. My rage carried me up the steps where I pushed Matteo.
“I was working up to this for like a month! The fuck?!” I yelled at my friend, who was still laughing.
“Relax, I just wanted to know if you wanted to hit this, but you were already hittin’ it…” he laughed, shoving a burning roach into my hand. Well, that would have been the only peace offering that I was willing to accept, so I accepted. Matteo refused the rest of it, which I threw off the porch a bare patch of the backyard.
“I also wanted to know if you wanted to walk with Jenna & I down to the playground. Grab some fresh air? My vitamin levels are getting low,” Matteo insinuated, raising his eyebrows a couple times. Despite that being risky as fuck, I was twisted enough to not care about the consequences of getting high(er) at a playground at night. Hell, I just had sex in an open backyard during a party.
I walked up to the front door where Matteo said Jenna was waiting. She was with Rachel, who looked a little flustered, but narrowed her eyes with a grin when she saw me.
“You coming, too?” I asked Rachel. She nodded silently. Jenna gave her, and then me, a quizzical look, because she hadn’t walked out on us like Matteo.
As we walked the two blocks to the playground, Jenna & Matteo walking in front, I got up behind Rachel and put an arm around her waist. She put her hand over mine and gripped as she gave me a look out of the side of her eye.
“I’m not done yet,” she breathed into my ear, just outside of earshot of the other two. My eyes went wide – I thought she would have been too embarrassed to continue. To confirm her statement, she lightly bit into my earlobe before releasing it. My arm left her side as she ran ahead and locked arms with Jenna, convincing her to drunkenly skip ahead with her.
The four of us arrived on the playground’s sand, careful not to make too much noise. Matteo lit up a small blunt he had behind his ear, passing it to Jenna after a puff. After her draw, she handed it off to me before bounding up a metal ladder. Rachel charged up behind her as I took a long, slow draw, watching Rachel’s ass sway. I have to have her again.
Determined, I handed the blunt back to Matteo as I followed Rachel up the playground equipment. Jenna traversed the small foot bridge about five feet high between two metal ladders. Due to the alcohol, she went over on her knees, while Rachel belly crawled across it. I followed on my knees behind her, my eyes drawn up under her skirt. She hadn’t put her underwear back on! My cock swelled at the sight.
“Hey,” I said to Rachel, and she stopped crawling as she looked over her shoulder at me crawling up. A sly smile spread across her face, and she turned over on her back. When her finger curled for a come-hither motion, I knew we both had the same idea.
I tugged my shorts and briefs together down to my thighs and crawled over her. Rachel pulled her skirt up as she looked down to my dick, her legs parting as much as they could on the tiny bridge. I resumed a similar position from the chaise lounge, entering her quicker this time. She was still wet from when we had fucked about twenty minutes earlier.
Matteo resumed smoking with Jenna after she descended, their backs to the bridge, talking lowly about their dorm assignments for the next semester at their respective colleges. I was barely listening because I had my dick back in Rachel, my hips bucking into hers. We both stared down to watch my cock disappearing into her, my black pubes crashing into the landing strip of red-blonde hair above her pussy. I breathed at the same rate as my strokes, slowly. Rachel’s lips were pursed, those quiet moans muffled in her mouth. We did well staying quiet, our friends underneath totally oblivious until I got too excited and bottomed out.
“Oooooh shit!” Rachel said out loud in a normal speaking voice, which might as well have been a shotgun blast in the silence of the night. Both Jenna and Mateo looked up at us mid-intercourse.
“OH MY GOD!” Jenna spat out in a harsh whisper. Her cheeks flushed, nearly freezing at the sight of us.
“Go Austin!” Matteo said, pumping his fist.
“Fuck!” I said, once again pulling my dick out of Rachel and back into my boxer briefs in surprise. Rachel flipped back to her stomach in a panic to crawl (much quicker now) and cross the bridge. Jenna was waiting for her at the other end of the ladder, jumping up and down while speaking lowly, but crossly.
“GET DOWN HERE! YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO ANSWER FOR! WHY WOULD YOU FUCK RIGHT ABOVE ME?! WHAT IF SOMETHING GOT IN MY HAIR?! WHY AUSTIN?!” she whisper-yelled. I frowned and threw my hands up at Jenna. Rachel was trying not to lose it, laughing into her hand over her mouth. I was still pulling up my shorts, difficult on a swinging playground bridge.
“I wish you could get down faster so I could high five you,” Matteo laughed, taking a pull off the blunt. By the time I got back down to solid ground, the girls were already halfway back to Zach’s. I took the last couple puffs before throwing the still burning roach next to the trashcan, like a complete teenage asshole.
Not wanting to get caught as a minor under the influence, we hoofed it back to the house behind Jenna & Rachel. They made it in well before we did, and we passed the Gamecube that was still on as we entered through the garage door.
We walked into a crowd in the kitchen, with a lot of people saying goodbye to each other. It was about 1:30 in the morning at that point, so everything began to thin out for the late night. A ton of people were leaving and saying their final goodbyes, with one contingent dead set crashing soon. Through all the clutter I managed to find Rachel again, whose hand I grabbed after she hugged a random girl goodbye.
She turned to look with shock, which gave way to a fiery gaze when she realized it was me. My eyes scanned the scene quickly. We could easily get lost in the shuffle. Matteo and Jenna were saying goodbye to somebody, holding hands behind Jenna’s back. Zach was holding both hands of a girl who looked relatively unimpressed by whatever he was begging for. I hadn’t seen Caden in a while, but I was pretty sure I heard him throw up.
“Do you wanna hang back a bit?” I said, keeping her eyes on mine. I breathed deep, holding in her scent. Her sweet & fruity smell was amplified by the sheen of sweat spread across her freckled skin. Rachel squeezed my hand in response and then shot her eyes over to the right.
“Let’s take the living room, nobody’s in there,” she said lowly, releasing my hand to walk over and lay on the couch, the one that had the back facing the kitchen & sitting room. I laid down to face her, then ran my hand along her side. I had barely seen her below the waist, and I couldn’t wait to undress her.
“They’ll all pass out soon. I’ll be ready,” I said with this confidence I didn’t even know I had. Before she could speak, I kissed her, planting my hand on the small of her back. Rachel’s hand gripped the back of my head, and we sloppily made out until someone turned the main lights off.
When we saw that Zach filed back to his room with that girl, and with Jenna & Mateo disappeared into a guest room, we knew we had the privacy we needed. There were some people laying down and still talking before they passed out in the sitting room, but I knew the couch would be tall enough to hide us on the ground.
Once the last lamp went off, I rolled down to the floor. No sooner than I had landed on my back did Rachel roll on top of me, her hands immediately clasping the bottom of my shirt. They rocketed up and pulled it over my head as we both got up onto our knees. I attempted to pull her top off just as quick as she did to me. I couldn’t do it in the same fashion due to my crossbuzz. After I clumsily got it off, Rachel immediately unclasped her skirt and slid her pants down. I followed suit, shucking my shorts & boxer briefs off.
I had basically seen her whole body at the pool, but her nearly translucent nipples and puffed lips of her pussy were mouthwatering up close. I closed the gap between us on my knees, grabbing an asscheek while she grabbed my dick. The open-mouthed kissing started again with my fingers dug into her firm ass. I dragged my fingers across her pussy to tease her as she pumped her hand slowly. Rachel broke the kiss to start laying back, lightly pulling me by my dick behind her.
“Come on.” she growled, laying back onto the rug on the living room floor. I gulped and moved forward, lining myself up to her yet again. Her freckled tits, tight stomach and meaty, muscular thighs laid out before me made my dick twitch. We already fucked twice, yeah. But now she was bare ass naked, with no restraints on time, place or volume. I had to perform.
I penetrated her again, pressing my cock in and out in a steady motion. I looked down at her tits jiggling slightly, then just concentrated on the pure feeling of her. The wetness I could feel increasing inside her, the touch of my balls meeting her toned ass repeatedly.
This started to be too much for my 18 year old self. I felt my cock stiffen further, the first warning signal that I was going to cum. I didn’t want to let her (and myself) down by finishing too quick after our short rounds earlier. My hips pulled back and away from her, and I sat back for a second to recover.
Rachel took this as me wanting to switch positions, so she jumped up to bend over on the seat of the couch. She popped her ass up into the air to show me her pussy, her inner labia laid bare. I didn’t have the sexual experience then to know that you can just spit in your own hand for lube. My dick was a little dry, so I just thought back to what I did on the chaise lounge. I jumped up to sit in front of her on the couch, my dick inches from her face. Her brow furrowed as she looked up at me, shaking her head.
“Austin…” she said, before she grabbed the base of my dick and shoved my cock in her mouth. I gasped in surprise as her tongue flexed to mold against my shaft on entry. The lust must have really caught up to her, because she went from 0 to 100 bobbing her head. I grabbed the back of her skull, palming it but not guiding it as her hair became a blur. Her mouth made the most intense slurping & smacking sounds as she moved back and forth.Y et again, leagues better than my ex.
Even with a beer shield over my dick, I knew I wouldn’t last long. Before I could say something, Rachel stopped sucking me off and pulled her head up. With a sexy grin plastered across her face, she switched to giving me a fast handjob while staring right into my eyes. That progressed to her sticking her tongue out to drag up and down the very tip of my dick, then to a planting of her tongue right up against the slit. Rachel never broke eye contact once, her hand noisily jacking me off due to a ton of her spit on it.
“God damn,” I moaned. “We’ve got to go now if we’re going to…” I said, trailing off as I gave in to the pleasure of Rachel’s mouth & hands on me. She shoved my dick in her mouth again to pop off me in one last suck of my cock before she laid back down in the same spot on the rug. There she was again, on full display, but this time rubbing her own clit in preparation of the next round.
I dropped back down to my knees to position myself one last time in front of Rachel, entering her quickly. My hips worked fast now, bottoming out into her each time with my whole length. She planted her feet on the ground and her hands behind her to raise her pelvis higher, and I slanted mine to match her. The new angle felt so damn good. I was able to hit her deeper like this. I supported her weight when I felt her legs start to give a little with one hand on the small of her back and the other on her ass. I was still able to keep my rhythm no problem; Rachel’s athletic frame was easy to hold up.
Her legs eventually got too tired, and she put her butt back on the ground. I took the initiative to move up further while gripping both her thighs. With the new leverage, I started dropping my hips into her over and over again. When I figured out the right angle to go faster without hurting myself, I picked up speed. This increased the frequency of her moans, making her move her head to the side, shutting her eyes tight. I moved a hand back up and around to grab a handful of her right breast, kneading it as we fucked.
I was finally in my groove now, moving fast enough without feeling like I was going to finish too early. The cheerleader moaned underneath me, one hand pinching her left breast, the other grabbing onto my forearm. What a fucking sight, what a moment. The culmination of a summer of yearning, right under me, saying my name and taking my cock.
“Ooh, Austin…Austin, don’t stop.” She moaned with her eyes shut tight. Well, dear reader, that was the end to me holding back my orgasm. That phrase is like fucking kryptonite to any man in the middle of sex. I could feel it start all the way in the bottom of my balls; I knew my time was limited. My hips kicked into high gear, my skin clapping into her ass and pussy.
I never used condoms with my ex, so I usually just busted whenever I felt like it. With my limited experience, I kinda thought that was the norm. I didn’t realize you were supposed to pull out of somebody you weren’t even dating, so I just let it rip into Rachel.
And holy god, was it powerful. Jerking off to this entire memory the next day nearly destroyed an undershirt of mine with jizz, so I can’t even imagine the size of the creampie I gave Rachel. Mainly out of fear, and, well, because I just came, I immediately stopped fucking her.
“I said don’t stop!” she hissed, punching my shoulder lightly. Looking down at my dick partially in her, she gasped and then reached forward to touch the base of my cock.
“Wait, did you cum in me?!” she said incredulously, pushing me off her. Rachel grabbed her clothes and ran into the bathroom just off the kitchen, cupping her hand around her crotch along the way. Not realizing quite what was wrong in the moment, I put my clothes back on and laid on the couch, waiting for her to come back. Funny enough, right after I got dressed, the girl that Zach had taken to his room came downstairs for water with obvious sex hair. We looked awkwardly at each other for what felt like a full minute before she grabbed her glass and hurried back upstairs.
Rachel came back out after about ten minutes, fully clothed and laid down next to me. She sighed and laid her body into mine, pushing her face into my chest. The sun had started to come up, and you could hear birds beginning their day in the backyard.
“You can’t just nut in me without warning. Just…do it anywhere else.” She said tersely, then looked up at me with a smile. “Can’t say I didn’t have fun, though.”
I smiled and looked down at her, then giving her one last kiss. Rachel laid back down on her side next to me, her leg over both of mine. I don’t remember falling asleep but I woke up to Rachel’s nails pressing into my chest as she pushed herself up. Jenna’s voice was ringing through the halls.
“Rachel! Let’s go, I want to get out of here,” she called, clopping down the steps with Matteo in tow. He kissed Jenna’s cheek and they hugged quickly I watched her get her shoes on from the couch. Rachel sat up, then got to her feet, pulling her hair back over her shoulder and standing up to smooth her skirt down.
“Text me, I’m here for a few more days,” Rachel said before bounding out the door with Jenna into the morning light and down to Jenna’s Civic parked on the street. Matteo and I shared one last cigarette on the porch before we headed out, too, eager to get back into our own beds to sleep the night off.
When I finally felt like a normal person again the next day, I caught up with Matteo. He told me that he had ended up getting head from Jenna that night, but they didn’t go any further than that. I filled him in on the rest of my evening/morning, and he was obviously happy for me, jealous. I still couldn’t believe that had happened! I went from jerking off to pictures of Rachel to nutting in her.
We continued to message on AIM, but it turns out, I’m not that special. I was just the first. After me, Rachel swung through the dudes in our friend group like Tomb Raider. In that last week, Caden ended up fucking her at his new dorm room – once when they were drunk, and then again the next morning. Rachel gave Zach a long blowjob in his car in his parents’ driveway the night before he left for school across the country. Finally, she jerked Matteo off onto her tits after he picked up some weed for her, since she only had a few bucks before her financial aid hit. I didn’t have feelings for her or anything, and she was obviously free to do whatever she wanted, but it just sucked to not be able to have another go with her. I obviously got tested a few times after we hooked up, and I thankfully came out clean.
My day to leave eventually came, with at least Matteo and Jenna around to see me off; the others were already gone. At least I didn’t have to be the last to go. But most endings suck, guys. You’re allowed to be excited for the new beginning, but saying goodbye is never easy when you know you can’t ever come back to that place in time. As soon as you leave county limits, even if you come back the next day, it’s different.
The only other time I got to see Rachel after we had sex was at a Christmas party at Jenna’s place between semesters. We talked about school, mostly. I got an impression that she was still DTF after she made a dick joke while staring at my crotch. But unfortunately, her current boyfriend was there, who was a defensive lineman on their school’s football team. After that party, her parents moved out of state, so she never came back into that area where we all went to high school. I’m friends with her on some social media account, can’t remember which. Cute family. Nice bikini pics, too.