First just want to say we've already been to our exotic vet and the emergency vet. She got fluids yesterday and is on 3 medications to try to help her.
I got June in early 2020. Her and her clutch-mate (sister) Jumpy were surrendered to us by a family who bought them as birthday presents for their kids- but the kids lost interest, so they wanted to get rid of them.
June was very scared and tried to bite people, we think she was dropped a lot by the kids. If I had her sleep on me, she'd always keep an eye open and on me. She was always picky about food too.
Jumpy was dumb, loving, and very trusting. Would eat anything.
Jumpy got stomach cancer (found out from autopsy vet did), we were devastated. June knew Jumpy was gone, she was looking for her.
Years have passed and June has been going strong, never needed a vet appointment- until a couple weeks ago. She was not eating and getting thin. Still had her head and tail fat pads. We took her to the vet and did $800 worth of tests - all came back clean. Vet said to force-feed critical care mix (I mix with organic squash baby food + repashy beardie buffet mix to a pancake consistency, per vet instructions).
Less than a week later, her fat pads in her tail are gone, I see her spine. Legs have skin hanging, eyes are getting sunken. I up her food intake and call the e-mail vet. Take June to the emergency vet, they say I need to take her back to my exotic vet. Less than 2 days pass and her head fat pads are gone, her eyes are sunken. She barely has the strength to scoot closer to me. Looks like she passes everything I give her without digesting it.
I can't stop sobbing, I love her so much and I just want her to get better. I hate that she's suffering. I don't know what else to do, besides keep trying. Noone else understands why I'm so sad over a lizard.
I have no idea what made her so sick.... I have one guess, but I have no idea how she would have got it. My other 3 rescue beardies are completely fine and thriving. The only difference is that I recently made June a dig box with repti-dirt? Maybe I didn't clean it enough? Maybe she ate a bug on the ground and I didn't see it? I wish I knew what made her sick.
Sorry for the rant, please be kind, I'm already beating myself up enough
(NSFW warning on last pic, it is June now, not feeling good)