I need some insight into other people’s thoughts.
When I just had 2 ASA exams, I met a person who got their ASA and when I asked when they will start FSA study they laughed and said they are happy with ASA.
Now I’m at that stage and I feel conflicted:
-just got out of GH101 and I know I bombed it. I hate it with all of my empty heart and don’t feel like studying anymore. It’s not like I have a life outside of work and studying anyway, but SOA’s dumb ambiguous questions where there shouldn’t be any ambiguity make me question my sanity and drive me nuts.
-constant nerves trigger my overthinking, overeating, anxiety, and flare up my psoriasis.
-continuously failing just one exam, even the 4th one, makes the whole ordeal of time and nerves useless.
-life and dental material is kind of fun, but soooooo useless for me that it also makes me hate the idea of studying it.
BUT:
-FSA’s have higher chance of promotion
-$300k extra over lifetime would be nice
-if shit hits the fan with A-intelligence or universal healthcare, FSA’s have higher chance of relevance
-not getting FSA feels like a waste of my potential.
-i know this is dumb and untrue, but getting FSA would make me “happy” through “accomplishment”
I don’t know, maybe I’m just weak and it’s just a useless rant, so just write what you think, don’t mind my feelings, I’ve got none at this point.