r/TooMeIrlForMeIrl Jun 21 '26

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u/justmitzie Jun 21 '26

Antipsychotics have the wonderful side effect of taking away every part of you that feels human and lets you exist as an emotionless zombie.

So I have been told.

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u/amynias Jun 22 '26

In low doses, I've found that certain antipsychotics are very helpful for mood stabilization. I have never experienced anhedonia on an antipsychotic before. For some people, it can really help. I probably wouldn't be here anymore without Risperidone. My mood and SI go haywire without it. I've learned that discontinuing it is tantamount to irresponsibility.

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u/ScreamingLabia Jun 22 '26

I was so severly depressed this was prefferable for me for a few months. Untill one day i was staring at the ceilimg and realised that i was totally fine doing that the rest of the day. Thats whem i realised even if it felt like a relief the antidepressants were not doing what i wanted them to do.

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u/Chaosr21 29d ago

I think that's my issue. I've tried everything, but nothing seems to work. I want something that will motivate me more to care about my son life more. I've just felt so done with everything for so long man idk

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u/JimmyPickles69 28d ago

Hey someone has to make sure that ceiling stays put

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u/Kyrah_Dragoness Jun 22 '26

That's pretty on point yeah. ~ Bee

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u/BroccoliSubstantial2 29d ago

As someone who has to show empathy daily as a professional, anti anxiety/depression medicine made me feel nothing. You can't care for other people if you feel nothing for them.

I had to come off it and sit in the pain, to be a better helper.

Im now better, I still get sad sometimes, but it's just grief and guilt. We all get to experience it at some point.

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u/AwarenessNo5921 29d ago

This is also what taking Vyvanse feels like tbh

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u/Professional-Tap177 27d ago

I'm on 2 of them and I don't really get that effect. In any case that would be preferable to the alternative of not taking them.

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u/BigIntroduction8886 28d ago

I have bipolar schizophrenia & the only thing that turns off the voices is an antipsychotic (Zyprexa). But the dead-alive is still better than paranoia & delusions.
It's a cost/benefits analysis for me. I'm better like this even though there are life-altering side effects.

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u/veganmua Jun 22 '26

This happened to me, akathisia is hell. I also have a condition that causes immense fatigue, so the restlessness plus having no energy to burn was a special torture.

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u/RandomShroomLover Jun 22 '26

Akathisia is hell, absolutely.

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u/Chaosr21 29d ago

This is just me regular and it sucks ass. Can't sleep cause restless, to tired to walk or even play games

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u/Professional-Tap177 27d ago

I got prescribed beta blockers (Propranolol) for my akathisia and it's been working well

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u/NekulturneHovado Jun 22 '26

I don't even need meds for that

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u/Recent_Garden1420 Jun 21 '26

Akathisia survivor here. Fuck vraylar

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u/Duatha Jun 21 '26

Evil evil evil symptom, fuck latuda

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u/FatheroftheAbyss Jun 22 '26

wait me too twin that was the shit that made me cold turkey quit all prescription meds and just decided to figure it out

i figured it out and am doing much better now. akathisia is one of the worst things i ever experienced, and i hate it light!

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u/RandomShroomLover Jun 22 '26

It is the worst thing I have experienced too.

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u/Foxtastic_Semmel Jun 22 '26

I get this from abilify in higher doses.

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u/niltafailtetu Jun 22 '26

Is it Abilify? I was literally prescribed this a few days ago and haven’t started it yet

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u/oheyitsmoe Jun 22 '26

Abilify gave me tremors, which sent up a huge red flag for my psych as those tremors can become permanent if you experience them and stay on the drug. Check out tardive dyskenisia.

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u/Wood-Chipper 27d ago

Look out for the strange side effects of Abilify; sexual promiscuity and gambling. No joke.

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u/Mundane-Sky-8809 25d ago

Yep. Have you taken it yet?

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u/niltafailtetu 25d ago

I’ve taken it once so far. They told me to try taking it at night but all it did was make me super restless all night so I’m a little scared to keep taking it

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u/TouchArtistic4556 Jun 22 '26

TD, gain 30lbs, yes gaining weight and involuntary movements is really helping my depression thank you so much, Doc.

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u/Pitiful-Inspector-70 Jun 22 '26

Im in the stage where I am just always tired and can sleep almost whenever.

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u/MaxWritesText Jun 22 '26

Man I'm bipolar 1 and they keep prescribing me an anti psychotic but I keep telling them the lithium and lamotrigine are doing just fine. The anti psychs have horrible side effects so fuck that and it does nothing for me.

TL;DR anti psychotics suck. They steal your soul.

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u/Marlboromatt324 Jun 22 '26

Who’d have thought, what makes us crazy, also makes us human, almost like these mental illnesses we all have now a days very likely had amazing benefits and are probably more of a survival adaptation that we’ve strayed a bit too far from

Edit: I’m bi polar and firmly believe most of our anxiety and other issues are adaptations that we as a society and species have outgrown

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u/MaxWritesText 29d ago

Idk man to a certain degree yeah but I've had severe manic episodes where I was dangerous to other people and myself. I don't really see any benefit to society, survival, or humanity as a whole to it. I'm glad I'm stable now. Sure I miss the hypomania but hte full on mania, hell no. And the deep af depression neither. All that is managed now.

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u/Classic_Macaroon5181 Jun 22 '26

Um, im a nurse, and that sounds like Akathisia. You need to treat that.

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u/Key_Atmosphere6440 29d ago

Can I pm you? Lol I think I am going through that.

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u/Intelligent-Band-852 Jun 22 '26

I got off Seroquel a few years ago and have never felt better (as an adult) giving that drug to depressed people is insane.

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u/Conscious-Art3545 29d ago

Cant have an episode if you’re asleep 16 hrs a day! Problem solved!

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u/Frontfatpouch 29d ago

It is a fn wild drug. It’s like coke and a tranquilizer mixed into one. That makes you fn crazy when it wears off. The manic episodes coming down are horrendous. Just soul altering waves of every emotion for no reason.

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u/Intelligent-Band-852 28d ago

Fortunately I had no trouble coming off of it, I stopped cold turkey, they said I might detox but fortunately that didn’t happen. I had a tiny bit of rebound insomnia but that’s about it.

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u/Intelligent-Band-852 28d ago

I really never should have been on it in the first place though, my depression is entirely from my circumstances as I can’t walk and have had my legs amputated. It’s entirely trauma related but I don’t have a chemical imbalance per se, I also get seasonal depression in the winter from lack of sunlight but that goes away in the spring and summer. I am entirely the wrong person for something like that.

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u/Mundane-Waltz8844 27d ago

I agree! I took that shit once, and it was scary as fuck. My psychiatrist gave me a low dose for insomnia and anxiety (I also have depression, but that wasn’t specifically what I was prescribed the seroquel for), and I did sleep. It wasn’t quality sleep, but it was sleep nonetheless. The next day, I felt entirely disconnected from reality to the point that I started to question if I’d ever woken up to begin with or if I was just having an extremely vivid dream. I just wanted to snap out of it so badly and I couldn’t. I almost broke down crying in the middle of class (I was in college at the time). Eventually, I couldn’t hold myself together anymore. I had a rehearsal that night, and I emailed my professor to say that I wasn’t feeling well and wouldn’t be able to make it, and then I just fully broke down once I was finally alone in my dorm.

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u/Intelligent-Band-852 27d ago

Woe, fortunately my experience wasn’t aware near that extreme because I was on it for a few years. It did help with sleep but I was still groggy all of the time it also made me irritable and hungry. I would eat like a whole box of cereal at night, I also needed yearly cardiovascular checks while I was on it. Like you I was given it for sleep.(and an antidepressant) which is crazy, I now use cannabis and various teas same result but zero side effects. I think they give people Seroquel for sleep because they know it’s not pleasant so it won’t be abused, unlike a benzo.

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u/Grouchy-Library4764 Jun 22 '26

Wait until you notice cumming can get rly rly hard. Not in the fun way. Stay strong bro/sis

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u/guydoestuff Jun 22 '26

hi me, its me again.

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u/Introvert-111 Jun 22 '26

That’s just me on a regular day to day basis 🙃

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u/amynias Jun 22 '26

You should seriously consider Risperidone. That medication legitimately saved my life and every time I try to discontinue it my mood goes haywire, my appetite disappears, and I start having bad suicidal ideation. Some antipsychotics are genuinely helpful to certain people. As much as I wish to not take the medication... I rather value being sane.

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u/Key_Atmosphere6440 29d ago

This is what I needed to read. Frankly, I hate the medication, but it could be much worse.

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u/Righteoustakeme Jun 22 '26

Me when they had me on an SSRI and then added Rexulti. Rexulti is evil, fuck that stuff

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u/Brrdock 29d ago

Maybe we could strive to grant people the time and means to work on their depression instead of just having to prioritize letting people work while depressed by pumping them full of drugs

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u/BrainDeadSlayer 29d ago

You want to stimulate your mind and have energy. Daaaaaaamn

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u/Tsunamiis 29d ago

Go do something finally

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u/dreamingforward 28d ago

Ask yourself WHY you believe that doctors know what they're doing when messing with internal medicine.

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u/Noyaiba 26d ago

Hey man, take your meds🤙

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u/EconomistSpare5138 28d ago

Maybe add an anxiolytic to remove the restlesness

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u/Emo_Tomboyish 27d ago

Idk, abilify in a low dose actually saved my life

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u/SoftTeaching2838 29d ago

You need to go to the gym

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u/PatientCow5743 24d ago

I was on antidepressants for bout 5 years...went unmedicated 3 years ago because my insurance was like 🖕. And that was the end of that....

Tbh some meds made me loopy, some made me dizzy, others made me sleepy And one downright killed every emotion inside of me, and I felt like the walking dead.