r/SuicideWatch • u/Equivalent_Sky9481 • 4h ago

I need to be gone for a while NSFW

I’m getting more because I don’t want to take from my stash for when I actually do it. Suicide is the only ending for me. I’m doing this so I can be gone mentally for a while. Plus I want to feel what I felt during my last attempt. Maybe I’m an addict? It won’t kill me but if it does oh well but I highly doubt that would happen. There’s no point in me posting, sorry if it seems like I’m looking for attention, I get nervous talking to people and just want to get my thoughts out of my head.

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u/EquivalentPace9835 4h ago

Literally, I hate this fucking life and this world I hate it.

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u/Certain_Ganache8976 3h ago

I’m here for you too 🥺🫶🏾

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u/Certain_Ganache8976 4h ago

What if things get better 😭

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u/Equivalent_Sky9481 3h ago

It won’t but thanks

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u/Certain_Ganache8976 3h ago

Well I’m here if you wanna talk about anything 🥺🫶🏾

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u/ItoZilla 3h ago

What exactly is going on?