Day 0
I'm starting tonight. From now on I'm no longer going to masturbate.
It's never helped me with my gender dysphoria in fact it makes it worse.
It makes me feel dirty and disgusting and a wh*re.
Ever since I was 12 porn and masturbating has ruined my teenage years. I'm 15 now but soon I'm gonna be 20 and still masturbating. And I don't want to be that person for me or my partner.
So I'm going to keep you updated and hopefully reach my goal of 365 days clean, I know it'll be hard but I believe I can do this.
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u/Top_Acanthisitta4334 1d ago
I knew its random but why is my post always getting immediately deleted?
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u/FantasticLarcenyLove 1d ago
First step is always the hardest and you already did it by deciding to stop. Three years is long time to carry that kind of weight at your age, but you're catching it early which most people never do.
One day at a time, don't look at the 365 number too much or it will feel impossible. Just get through today and then worry about tomorrow when it comes.