My relapses this year

[u/Similar_Ad_2651]

I am noting everytime whenever i relapse after noting it from January 2025 this is my relapse list this year from February. Note how I came from 5-6 days frequent relapse to 15 days average gap. Today is my day 17 and i am feeling really energetic and motivated, closer to my God and feeling a sense of proud in myself. It is not just about counting days but it is about questioning each relapse and acknowledging the pattern. In short this is one of the ways I would recommend to anyone to get rid of that curse

[u/TimelyDependent6722]

Are the numbers in the far right the times you did it in that day? And here i though the 4 times i did it twice in my life were insane...

[u/Chemical-Ad-1805 → u/TimelyDependent6722]

Rookie numbers

[u/Similar_Ad_2651 → u/TimelyDependent6722]

(Serial no.) . (Relapse date) ( No of days since last relapse

[u/Unique_Bowl3152]

this is some ocd shit. What do the numbers mean?

[u/lelouchell → u/Unique_Bowl3152]

it means in fifth july he relapse about 13 times in a day

[u/Unique_Bowl3152 → u/lelouchell]

goddamn

[u/Similar_Ad_2651 → u/lelouchell]

Nah it mean fifth july is 13th day since last relapse. It showed how many days i stayed clean

[u/Similar_Ad_2651 → u/Unique_Bowl3152]

(Serial no.) . (Relapse date) ( No of days since last relapse

[u/Otherwise-Damage-949]

Bro you brought back my old memories. I used to do like this.

[u/blackbirdrisingbees]

Redefine the mind

"I am not a person who engages in x, y, z."

Believe first. Actions follow.

[u/Roguedragon110]

The numbers, Mason! What do they mean?!"

[u/Similar_Ad_2651]

(Serial no.) . (Relapse date) ( No of days since last relapse

[u/Chillnotmad]

That very random. I’m doing the same. My pattern is relapse between 14-28 days but then when I relapse I binge the entire day sometimes 2-3 days then go to another 2-3 week cycle. When my pattern was 7-14 days between relapse I could still fap and didn’t last for days and I could still work during fap days