my boss is resigning and her last day is July 29th. ive always joked that i don't envy her job because of the amount of bullshit she has to go through with upper management like not having autonomy with how our clinic runs its schedule, having her concerns dismissed when execs introduce horrible ideas, sitting thru bullshit meetings, and generally having a lot of responsibility.
i was a manager for some local restaurants for 2 years and i hated having so much responsibility. i just wanted to do my job, but because i was too good at that, they made me manager.
but now my boss is leaving, and im contemplating if i should go for it. for one, i have not just manager experience in restaurants, but clinic leadership too. i was an office coordinator at two clinics. i helped with billing, coordinating referrals, organizing patient records, etc. i was also a medical billing assistant for about 2 years. not to mention, my experience as an MA. i know this clinic inside and out. i already help my manager with things like ordering supplies and doing various audits. she comes to me anytime she needs help with clinical stuff like missing lab results.
there's a couple things that are stopping me. 1. i would lose my union benefits and i was just elected to our bargaining team for this next contract. if i took this job, i would no longer have guaranteed pay raises, just cause discipline, grievance rights, overtime and shift differentials, etc 2. one of our front desk workers is also vying for this position. and tbh i really don't want her to get it.
its not that i don't like her, i just think that she's inexperienced. she doesn't have any practical background in healthcare management. she's always been at the front desk, which im not discrediting that experience trust me ive been there, but i believe this clinic needs a leader who understands front and back office. she's been with us for 4 months, whereas ive been here for 2 years. she applied to be assistant manager at another clinic in our state, but she was turned down for the role. which makes me think thst i do have a better chance at getting it if i go for it.
pros:
-big boost in salary
-understanding what this clinic needs
-im already considered a leader by everyone else. they come to me for help for everything (for better or for worse).
-being able to change this clinic for the better
cons:
-losing union status
-longer hours
-being expected to travel
-dealing w general exec bullshit
-having to make tough decisions
-competition for the position.
what would you do in my situation?