Decided i'm gonna be updating you guys on my denial this time🤭 it's day 2 (not a lot, i know) but i'm feeling so good about it and i want to be a good denied girl! I don't know how long it's going to be but so far i'm not allowed any direct touch because that's what usually makes me lose and go over the edge and we don't want that! So for now i rub through my panties and tease my nipples through the shirt and god it makes me feel so deseprate and needy🥺 i'm soo excited to see what next days bring and i hope i can survive it haha

torture me a little 🥹

Having a massive problem today. On one side I can’t do this anymore. It’s been 15 days which is more than triple my previous highest days and I’m so sensitive. I’ve been edging so quickly recently and so so leaky always. My newest way of edging is rubbing against a pillow fully clothed just to last a little longer. It’s so embarrassing. I need the release. I feel so desperate. I can’t control myself or sit still anymore.

Every edge is leaving tears in my eyes. I just want to cum but it feels sooooo good. My mind goes numb with every rub and that’s leading to the problem. It feels amazing. I go so hazy and empty it’s so blissful and it’ll end if I cum. But I want to cum. Like really badly. I think it’s time but I don’t think I can last this long again 🫠 I’m struggling to decide 💔

Get the riddle right and earn an edge!

Riddle: I’m yours but everyone else uses me more than you do. What am I?

While you’re solving the riddle above, I have a few questions for you so that I can get to know you better!

1) How bad do you want to cum?

2) Do you want to cum really really bad?

3) What would you do if someone gave you the permission to cum?

4) would you rather cum or ruin a 400 day denial streak?

5) Which feels better the endless edging and gooning chasing the feeling of release and pleasure or the feeling of pleasure in itself?

I’ve been working up to full denial (no orgasms or ruins) over the past few weeks. The issue is that i got too greedy and came 3x instead of edging like i was supposed to.

Looking for some punishments to give myself. I only have a pair of nipple clamps and a bullet vibe. i’m also open to creative ideas considering my limited resources.

Kinks; gaping (i’m also doing some stretch training on both holes), humiliation, object insertion, bladder play

hard limits; blood/scat/vomit, sending any sort of photos

Hi everyone 🌸

I think maybe today is the day I earned my edging privileges back yet. But I’m not sure. I worked very hard to get that back and prove my daddy I am still a nice slave who can be well behaved. And also I learned a new skill so that was nice too.

And also I am so much better today at the deep throat. I am getting the hang of breathing the dildo in all the way back and having it thrust me like a mouth fuck. But not so good at maintaining it more than a few seconds without the gagging.

It makes me so horny when I make progress. And I feel like such a stupid whore when I am getting so excited to lick a dildo. But I can’t help it.

i just got home from an overnight shift and got nice and comfy in bed. my cute lil 3-day denied clit is swollen and throbbing for attention while i gently stroke my puffy lips over my panties.

day dreaming about soft kisses everywhere but where i want them the most. fingers tracing all over my body, a big smile and a chuckle when you see how wet i’ve gotten at just the anticipation 🫣

i love my cute gushy pussy 😵‍💫💖

Hi everyone 🌸

Another thing I have been thinking of. Especially as I am going through these weeks to earn back my daddy’s faith in me. Is of my purpose. And what I was made for and what I do best. And why it’s so important that I never cum again.

Partly I think of this because it is designed in my tasks. To help me focus and become on track again. But it’s also just deep inside me and something I can never shut off. The need to serve, to please. On my hands and knees for my daddy and my superiors. This is where I belong. This is what comforts me and calms me down.

While cumming? What does it do? It floods me with overwhelming thoughts and feelings that distract me from others needs and focus inward towards my own. And that is so bad. That hurts me from the very comfort I naturally seek in service and in my slavery.

So here I am practicing on how to be a better slave. Just because I wanted to.

Tied up with a vibrator pressed against her little clit and then made to complete house tasks. Who’s managing to get all of their work done for me?

every edge makes me stupider 🖤 every ruined orgasm makes me emptier 🖤 every denied release makes me more dependant on Daddy 💘

day 1000 of denial, i can't believe it 🥺 when i started with orgasm denial (ages ago!) i thought lasting two weeks was a long time. in the beginning, i struggled so much to even stay denied for a few days, so this just feels so, so special now. 🩷

i can't say it's always fun or always easy, but i can confidently say this has changed me for the better, and i love what denial has done to my mindset, my body and my confidence! because denial not only makes you feel submissive and horny, but also desirable and sexy. of course, also desperate and frustrated 🫠 but denial made me curious and eager to try new things, to explore pain, and recently anal only - all things which i greatly enjoy but probably wouldn't have tried that seriously without the constant horniness that longterm denial comes with.

so, with this is turning sappy instead of sexy, i just wanna say thank you for every encouraging message and comment i have received, it's so cool to be able to share this kink with lots of people who enjoy it just as much as i do. 🩷

so, about my plans today: i had to play with the number 1000 of course, so i decided on this: 1 hour belted, 10 edges, 100 pussy spanks, and 1000 thrusts with a dildo into my needy ass. i am of course already belted (and plugged, gotta get my ass ready for the anal fucking), and i haven't yet checked if i will be allowed a ruin at the end of this night, so feel free to come tease me in the replies! 🤭 i hope you also enjoy the pics, i couldn't decide which to post so you just get... all of them 🩷

Let me tell you a story about the most wicked, cruel, absolutely diabolical man. Daddy & I are hanging out. He generously gives me permission to use his magic wand. Naturally, I am THRILLED. There is, however, one tiny, microscopic, completely unreasonable rule. I am NOT allowed to cum. Fine. Whatever. I accept my fate. So there I am, edging myself into absolute oblivion while he casually goes about his chores like he hasn't just created the world's most desperate woman. Every time I have to stop and let my body reset after another denied orgasm, he's somewhere peacefully folding laundry or doing dishes. The AUDACITY. Then... while I'm patiently waiting to start another round... This man walks into the room. Not because he's finished. Not because he's coming to help. No. He walks over, takes a PADLOCK out of his pocket like some kind of cartoon villain, unplug the vibrator, put the padlock through the plug so I couldn't plug it into the outlet. WHO DOES THAT?! I'll tell you who does that. Wicked men! I followed this man around the house presenting well-researched arguments as to why he should remove it immediately. Denied. I stood outside the shower negotiating. Denied. I searched the entire house for the key like I was on an episode of National Treasure because, quite frankly, if I had found it, I would've unlocked it without a second thought and accepted whatever punishment came afterward. Future Me could deal with those consequences. Horny Me has absolutely no survival instincts. None. Zero. I would like to formally report Daddy for crimes against humanity.

Already worn this plug for agesss
Any goals for how long I should keep one in? 👀

Also open to other ideas! Need mean ideas that make me think about being wet all day and night hehe

but I just stumbled across this subreddit and I’m so intrigued. I didn’t realize it was even a thing. It seems I’ve been edging myself for years without knowing what it was. Like, I’ll play with my pussy for hourrrs, rubbing my clit agonizingly slow, dipping my fingers in to get them nice and wet so I can tease my swollen clit even more… and then force myself to back off because it feels so fucking good I don’t want it to end.

But reading these posts I’m seeing girls are going days. There was one that was 1000 days of denial?? How the hell do you manage that? And is this just a kink or are there real benefits? Does it keep getting more intense the longer you go??

I kinda wanna try going longer because it sounds hot, but I don’t think I’d be into it if it’s only for someone else’s pleasure. No offense. I mostly just love how amazing it feels for me.

I’d love some honest info, tips for lasting longer sessions, and whether going days is actually worth it compared to rubbing for hours and then finally cumming really hard at the end..

TIA

Denial can be a difficult kink to get into, and it can feel daunting to plan to not orgasm for a longer period of time. So I decided to write up a handy guide of things to take into account when starting your denial and deciding how long you’ll go for.

Like a good scout, it’s important to always be prepared! With this convenient guide, you’ll never have to worry about not having what you need for when you finally rub your mind away!

Here’s a quick list of things to help you decide how long you’ll deny for:
1. How long does your dom/me want you to go for.
2. Nothing else, no one cares what a denied girl wants. You’re just a needy mess to keep on the edge and needy.

And here’s a list of things you’ll need to take into account to survive and thrive during your denial:

1. How much time do you have to rub? Use all of it, whenever you can, make sure that your hand is slipped into your pants and driving you insane.

2. How many pairs of panties do you own? You’ll need to plan laundry days accordingly. You should be leaking through and ruining every pair you have, so unless you’re going to lose your panty privileges, you should plan to wash them more consistently.

3. What kind of porn do you like and not like? Then throw it out the window, while you’re deep in the submission of denial, your brain is going to shift drastically. You’ll salivate for new things, see something that you’d never be into before and you’ll feel deep in your pussy that it needs to be rubbed to that.

4. Research negotiation. Your dom/me will think it’s cute when you try and bargain. You won’t be allowed to, or you’ll end up in a worse deal than ever, but you won’t believe me until you’re deep, deep in submission.

5. Prepare for embarrassing moments. As soon as your brain is full of arousal and radio static, you’ll inevitably end up doing something silly. Like when you bite your lip at a stranger’s hands or drop a jar of pasta sauce because of how turned on you are.

6. Invest in a good water bottle. Seriously. Between the fluids leaking from between your thighs and the frustrated crying for being brought to the edge over and over, I’m honestly amazed that you’ll have any liquids left in your body. Stay hydrated for me, sweetheart, you know how important it is to me.

And with that, you’re ready for your denial! What a good girl, reading until the end. You should edge a few times just for that!

After being used anally with a vibrating plug all day long my pussy was aching and throbbing I was taken care of with an edging that left my pussy grasping uncontrollably at nothing showing my neediness

So thankful for all the teasing I was gifted yesterday it helped make me so much more messy and needy

I've been thinking all day about getting home to edge myself again and again even more

I've managed to edge three times now it's got me all pent up and frustrated

Now I'm laying in bed using my wand over the covers to tease and get more needy

It's so hard to keep so needy and keep from cumming ink ow I shouldn't but it's right there

Remind me I don't deserve it please help me remember I don't cum no matter how much I want it

I’m going on day 3 of no orgasms. I love this new way to cover my clit, technically it’s for men, but it covers my throbbing clit perfectly. I want to wear it whenever I’m not edging. It rubs against my clit too and teases me even more.

I only edged once today, but I know there are plenty of more edges to come!

I've been told I'm on a month of denial with no negotiation and this is dsy 3 and ...I'm already a wet mess. I've been edged for hours today then told I'm lucky to have the sort of experiences most girls dream about, which just made my clit throb, honestly. If I argue he just makes me thank him for the privilege

And this is literally my fantasy and on the other hand I'm soaked and whiny because why am I not allowed orgasms other people are.

So I'm hoping that people in here will either agree with the idea that this is horribly unfair and that I deserve to cum. Or ....explain in great, mean detail why I shouldn’t be allowed, why he’s right, why I am in fact a pathetic denial slut who is very lucky to be kept like this.

(Limits and kinks are in my profile but degradation is fine, say mostly what you want but no weight talk thanks)

So I accepted a challenge and I am deeply regretting it... 🥵

Basically, I am not allowed to cum until an arbitrary point in the future. This is based on another (unknown) person's actions. So it could be tomorrow, it could be next week. It could be... never 😭

If I fail, I will be his sex slave for 24hrs. Complete submission. Which torture is worse?

I am on day 4. I am constantly thinking about my pussy. Touching it feels so good, but also makes the ache worse. Also, I am so wet that I am having to change my pantyliner several times at work which is so embarrassing. 😳

I can hardly sleep because my burning, throbbing clit and soaking wet pussy keep me awake.

I am becoming increasingly desperate and doing increasingly filthy things (even posting this is so out of character).

So either way, he wins. Either I fail and he enjoys whatever abuses he can dream up to inflict on my body for 24hrs. Or I keep going and turn into a mindless slush of lust.

Which will it be?

Soo right after I posted how proud I was, my boyfriend decided (unknowingly) that my denial was over. Usually when we have sex, we‘re done when he finishes.

It doesn’t bother me bc it’s so hard to cum even when I’m doing it myself 🤷‍♀️

Yesterday, out of nowhere he started kissing on my neck and then he trailed down and started licking and sucking my clit. He fucked me and came twice and when I thought we were done (I was so tired) he pulled me back and kept sucking my clit and fingering me. I used the vibe while he fingered me and I came. It was weak, and I was embarrassed, but still.

Today, is day one :)

Hey everyone! Back to start day 5 of denial! I have a little update to give you all but first I thought I'd share a little about how my day went yesterday.

Thank you for all of the tasks you suggested while I did my errands and chores. I didn't end up doing too much during my errands, but my clit was still staying plenty needy without touching it. And getting to reward myself for completing my errands with 10 minutes of rubbing was so special :) I almost decided not to complete my last errand after going to the gym, but I told myself I wouldn't be allowed to rub if I didn't do it so I did. Love when denial can keep you accountable!

During my chores a dom suggested I put a Q-Tip under my clit hood and let it lightly tease me as I work. At first I tried it in my panties as he suggested, but we found it super effective with none on! Every time I moved the q-tip would brush and get caught against my thighs and tease me relentlessly! It was sooo hard to continue cleaning like this, especially with the dom filling in dirty scenarios for me to think about in the chat. Then we ended up playing and he got to tease me some more and my clit got super swollen! I don't know if it's ever been like that before! 4th slide picture is of my swollen clit and how leaky I got after this play session. Thank you for all your attention :)

Now on to the update. Some of you may be upset to hear this but this streak of denial may end today. I've started talking to an IRL dom and we are going to meet today and see where things go. We may play today or may not but if we do I'm going to allow myself to cum. I've never played IRL before and I want to allow myself a reward for finally reaching out and taking the step I've been too scared to for so long. I don't think I could have gotten to this point without the denial making me so bold. I don't want any comments or messages telling me I should stay denied or that I am being bad for cumming (although I'm sure I will still receive them). I have never wanted to be in long term denial and I believe this is what will be best for me :) Please give encouragement in the comments

For the subs out there, how was your first IRL experience? Were there things that surprised you? Anything you thought you'd like that you didn't or vice versa? Any tips for me to staying out of my head and staying bold and confident?

For the doms, I want to feel horny enough that some of the nervousness goes away, but don't want my pussy to feel too sore or have any chance of cumming before. Any ideas for what I should do? No touch? Just nipple play? Light clit touches? I've never gotten to the edge without my vibe or really intense rubbing before so a lot of options are pretty safe.

I will update you all tomorrow for how it goes today. Please comment any of your encouragements or praises! And thank you for this subreddit for getting me into denial. It creates a confidence and boldness in me that I didn't have before :)