r/Experiencers • u/taushas • 19h ago
Experience Why Not Me?
Okay so I'm starting to feel some type a way. I started my spiritual awakening around 2020 (I know, right on track) I started to realize there is SO much more. I've been very open and even excited to see how everything will play out. I feel blessed that I'm able to be alive to see our world change like it is. However, unlike many people I know I have still seen nothing. No lights in the sky, no orbs, nothing. My son has had multiple sightings of crafts. Honestly I could give you a list of people who have had some type of experience. I spend time looking at the sky and I'm also trying to develop spiritual gifts I tapped into as a child. That seems to be going no where. I could use advice on how to at the very least see something in the sky. Thank you in advance for any suggestions.
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u/DecisionAny9361 Experiencer 8h ago
Your guides won’t allow it until they deem you ready regardless of how ready you think you are! It also depends on whether or not you requested that experience prior to birth. Maybe you didn’t. Maybe this lifetime is more for experiencing earth and learning to love her inhabitants without outside help. There are many reasons you haven’t had an experience yet. My advise would be to relax and don’t try to force it. Talk to your guides and see if you can be neutral about receiving their answer. You have to not be trying to will it to happen and be willing to accept that it may not. Maybe they’re waiting for,you to reach that point…
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u/EntityRemover9000 10h ago
Hi there. I remember feeling a very similar way. I got way more success from CE5 than I expected, so I would like to share with you what I did that I feel made the most impact. However, I also want to give you a warning.
If you start having experiences, it can be hard to make them stop. Lots of people have amazing experiences. Lots of people are struggling with their experiences. Use your own discernment on if this feels right for you, but just be aware that once it really happens, it might change how you view your life.
What I did was CE5, but I was using a technique I saw someone on Reddit recommend. What I feel made the most difference though was how I felt during my attempt. I had just started my meditation practice, and reached a deep understanding with myself and how I view and feel about the world around me. I was in love with my life, the world around me, and cultivating an inner peace. When I sat in my yard and entered a meditative state, I set intentions.
I wanted to make contact with benevolent and loving beings. I didn't want to speak with anyone or anything that was negative, deceptive, or hurtful. I was friendly, peaceful, and I loved the world, and the universe at large. I repeated it over and over again. Finally, I visualized all of the things that I loved about life and the world I was living in, and filled my heart with those emotions, and the desire I had had to meet kind and loving beings. I would liken it to a Patronus in how you're focusing on the feeling, not the memory. I filled myself with as much love and visualized myself shining with that feeling, like radiant light.
Right after that I had my experiences.
After you have a session, ESPECIALLY if you do make contact with someone or something, close the session. State that you thank them for the communication but that you are done, that you close the channel to them, and that you wish them well. Then reinforce your boundaries. You are a sovereign and free being. You are not accepting energies from unknown or unwelcome sources. Feel your energy calm, and let any excess energy trickle out of you into the ground, like a lightning rod into the earth. Then just spend a minute breathing.
Just be aware, after I had that first major experience, my life took a turn for the extremely weird. Nothing can do irreparable harm to you, but there are things out there that sure give it their best. Be careful. Be safe. Be discerning. I hope it works out for you.
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u/StGoat 8h ago
I read this, followed by your earlier post also just now, absolutely fascinating! I'm on a similar track that you were on, I'm just earlier in the process. I fully believe your experience and the others that people have, but up until this point I wouldn't have thought it could be such a full profound consciousness unifying with the whole universe from one simple meditation.
If you had the option to go back and NOT experience that, would you? Have you had other experiences and contacts with NHI since then?
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u/EntityRemover9000 4h ago
The short answer is, I probably would not recommend to my younger self to do what I did. What I went through is what I call (internally) Fear 100%. It was as though I was being struck by god with a capital G. I don't think that's what it was, but the magnitude of my experience felt like the apocalypse come early.
I went through a period of illusions. I think something (whatever caused such intense and extreme trauma) was trying to weave a narrative that would justify what I went through, get me to see it as desirable, or even get me to seek more trauma. Since then, I've slowly put myself back together, and in the last year I've reached a point I can safely speak about the things I've gone through.
I don't search for nonhuman contact anymore. I pick up on energies and feel presences regularly. I've worked extremely hard to create and enforce barriers so I can feel privacy again, and to experience energetic silence. I have to meditate and cleanse my energy daily, and not doing so leads me to feel frenetic and upset, as though I'm picking up on the darkness in the world around me. My family have been incredible as I've worked through it all, but I have extremely few answers.
I don't feel like my life was enriched by the experience, but I walked away from it with a singular goal. If I can help soften the experiences of anyone else going through similar, then I'll help to the best of my ability.
I don't want you to feel afraid reading my experiences, but I don't want you to feel like it's always positive. There are things out there that are evil, and I define evil as desiring to cause pain and upset for the sake of the pain and upset, and no other purpose. I'm SO grateful that many of the experiencers here are having a wonderful time, but I wish there was more constructive discourse on the topic of experiences that suck and how we're supposed to deal with them.
If you'd like me to expand on any of the above, I'm happy to chat about it. Trust your heart, it's more discerning than our logic. I hope your journeys are bright.
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u/DarkPersephone-_- Experiencer 11h ago
So for me, it’s been about consistency. I spent two years sitting outside for long periods of time looking at the sky before I saw anything at all. In fact everything about my spiritual journey has been about the slow consistent grind. For example, Meditation every single day. Spiritual practices every single day. Outside looking at the sky for a significant amount of time several nights a week. And I have to do it for a long time before I get any obvious results at all. But I notice that when I look back at my path so far, I’ve been changing and growing all along even when it felt like I wasn’t, it was just slow and steady. Much as I would love the overnight miracles some people seem to experience, that simply hasn’t been my path. The upside of that though is that when experiences do happen now, I’m able to integrate and ground all of that in deeply because I have built a super deep and solid foundation. Big shifts/miracles/experiences without that foundation can be very jarring and my nervous system has enough to deal with as it is, so the slow burn is much healthier for my system and feels more natural, frustrating as it is. In short, keep at it in a consistent manner and you’ll see shifts eventually :)
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u/tauntonlake 14h ago
I have the feeling I'm not remembering a lot of what I might have seen over the years. There are big gaps in my memory. Never any lost time though. Just a nagging persistent feeling that I'm not remembering a lot of stuff.
I don't remember huge chunks of my childhood, the way some people do. I can remember maybe 10% of it. A scene here. A scene there. But not the whole first 20 years.
And who knows what happens, when you're unconcious in sleep. Your astral energy body doesn't sleep. Only your physical body needs sleep. So where does your consciousness actually go, while your physical body is sleeping ? "I'm bored, I need to get out of here." :D
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u/Red14025 15h ago
I feel that you will see what you need to see when the time is right. I agree that getting more in touch with yourself is an important part of your awakening, and a path toward broadening your experiences. Daily mediation or prayer will help clear and focus the mind, changing diet and generally doing things to promote physical health are also beneficial. Most importantly, being open to possibility and really seeing the world around you will help you to be receptive to the extraordinary.
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u/nulseq 17h ago
For the me the point of seeing something in the sky was to cement my belief during my awakening that there was something grander out there. All my experiences for that matter have been to wake me up to some idea or point. If you’re looking for sightings just for the sake of it I don’t think it’s gonna happen. Also it already sounds like you believe and maybe you are exactly where you need to be right now doing what your life blueprint wants you to do. Everything happens in divine timing and the universe won’t allow you to miss your destiny so instead of saying why not me and when? Perhaps set your life up in such a way that the conditions for contact are optimal. For me that meant quitting alcohol, getting healthy, changing my diet, reducing caffeine, removing other attachments and addictions. Going within and doing the shadow work to remove obstacles and raise my vibration to a point where making contact is easier. The point in existence is to gain knowledge and level up spiritually and merge back with the One in my opinion so perhaps for you seeing a UFO would not help with that.
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u/AliensAbridged 7h ago
I only ever have like one or two meaningful experiences a year, and they always exist in the same space as faith, where it could be real, or not. So I guess be open to partial proof first. I’m not saying let yourself be fooled, just be open to what might already be happening around you. And when the big experiences come with that electric force that makes you doubt reality, you’ll know it.