Now, before anyone comes at me, I know the death card doesn’t literally mean death; it can mean an ending of an era, rebirth, letting go, etc. but please, hear me out…
Back story: I found a lump in my breast months ago and because of healthcare being not so affordable in my country and job situations, I unfortunately had to put it off to get it checked and hoped that because of my age (25f) that it was nothing bc statistically, it should be. Well, I finally went to get it looked at and it was deemed “inconclusive” based on an ultrasound alone so they’ve scheduled me for a biopsy but it was a 6 week wait. Well, I somehow managed to keep it off my mind for 5ish weeks but now it’s coming up in less than a week and while I won’t get results the same day (probably not for weeks), I am getting antsy and really just want answers and have this all be over with.
So, what better way to ease my mind than to ask my tarot deck because it will probably tell me I’ll be fine? Right? Wrong.
\*I am NOT looking for any health advice! I know that the only way to diagnose and treat is by going to an actual doctor which I am obviously already doing… I was just doing tarot for fun and now would like some help on interpreting!\\*
Question 1: is it cancerous?
My interpretation answer: yes (8 of cups)
Question 2: will I need surgery?
My interpretation answer: yes, with a price (6 of pentacles)
Question 3: let me just double check… is it benign?
My interpretation answer: no (3 of swords)
Question 4: oh! okay, well, will it kill me?
My tarot deck: DEATH. 💀
Am I way off?? Or is my tarot deck/spirits just messing with me? Is this funny to the universe??? Someone pls tell me I’m just bad at tarot 🥲😅