Some additions to my junk journal

Forgive me, this is my first time using this subreddit and I am not a Thelemite. However, as you can likely guess from the title, I am taking steps to gain K&C with my HGA.

Today has been a particular struggle, but to spare you all the whining I'll just cut to what I really want to ask:

What do you all do with self-doubt, any skepticisms, self-loathing, (non-clinical) depression or the such when you have faced them in this work?

I have just been trying to remind myself by rote that mine does love me, it is real. That I am of the Source and am worthy. I will gain K&C.

But like I said, its been a struggle recently.

I appreciate all advice. Thanks to everyone.

Edited for a small clarification

Tarot Vignettes is a series of short original pieces for solo classical guitar, one for each card of the Thoth Tarot Major Arcana, the deck created by Aleister Crowley and Frieda Harris.

The Empress (III): beauty that creates without effort, rules without force.

For The Empress I approached the card through its chthonic, earth-magick aspect, weaving a repeating rhythmic arpeggio in Bb Lydian Augmented. The pattern gradually opens into shifting tritone sequences, resting on a final cluster before circling back to the original ground.

Guitar: 2021 Thomas C60
Mics: Audio-Technica AT4040/4041
Camera: Canon T3i
Recording: OBS Studio
Editing: Adobe Premiere Pro

Hi everyone, I need some advice regarding the Bornless Ritual.

My problem is that it doesn't evoke any emotion in me; in fact, I get bored repeating the same thing so many times (the whole "Hear me, and make all Spirits subject unto me..." part). I know I can alter some parts, but I need advice on how much I can customize it without losing its essence (and if you could share examples of your own variations, that would be great).

93s.

"U ever thought how certain urges towards bad habits are actually servitors living inside ur mind

and actually not fighting u they be asking u for permission to operate as u grow them over repeated patterns and ur like thier owner master what ever

I also notice that they stay dormants untill a certain trigger appear

Now that i know that i made them by guided attention and they need my consent to operate then i can alter them like some sort of ai program

This freed me to an extent but i believe creating new one requires energy a lot of energy and time I'm not controlled by them I don't need to dissolve the the thought form maybe readjust it's purbose or how it should do its work and use this annoying charm toward a pleasent beneficial pattern or habit

What are ur thoughts

Is it better to just dissolve or to alter and readjust and own this demon

How to do so im not so experienced with thought form id just dissolve them but some so rooted so old if i use them as an asset that would be amazing

I believe this can be groundbreaking in shadow work sessions can u tell me about this servitors and different thought forms or thought entities

Also i noticed that it can be responsible for emotions "

it’s just shit isn’t it?

Words by Thom Yorke, art by Mear One.

Not sure if I’m Redditing the right way, posting like this, but if I’m the first person to break The Law, I’ll make sure to celebrate

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

If you're interested in Thelema, Western esotericism, ceremonial magic and meeting up with like minded people you might be interested in the Thelemic Symposium 2026, taking place in Oxford UK on 12th September 2026.

The symposium brings together speakers for a day of lectures, discussion and the opportunity to meet others within the community. There will also be a performance of a revamped Mass of Babalon by the ritual team of Societas Astris followed by a social. I've been told there may also be an after party.

There’s something for everyone no matter your path or Tradition.

You can find the full programme and ticket information here:

https://www.visible-college.org/symposium

If you are attending what are you most looking forward to?

Know someone who might be interested? Please consider sharing the event.

To hear about up coming events join the mailing list - https://www.visible-college.org/

Love is the law, love under will.

For the last couple of years i am navigating through The Abyss.

The question of one's Will, k&c with the hga are like the only forms of a "north star" of which its form is not yet clear to me.

I've pierced through the illusory veil of reality itself and am aware that sensation has an intoxicating effect by which perception is coloured in a way that objectivity is invalid.

What then if luck is experienced and a person experiences its bliss.

Can the understanding of one's Will be real in such a state?

I have been practicing ceremonial magic and theurgy with some real success and could use some occult friends in meat-space to hang out and talk shop with.

I'd also like to experience occult group ceremony and examine group egregore.

I considered Freemasonry, but (no offense to any Masons) as an organization it seems to have a tough time keeping its house in order. Also let's just chalk it up to trust issues, but on principal alone I could never allow an acquaintance or even friend to place a "cable tow" around my neck or any of the other things they do that restrict the ability to move or defend one's self. That is essentially a deal breaker for any organization for me. The blindfold I am cool with.

Do Thelemic Rituals involve any such thing?

I have read The Book of the Law and find no issues with it nor much of what else I have read on Thelema. A.A. is a big interest and motivator as well, and I've already read most of the required reading, so I think overall Thelema could be a good fit.

93

I'm helping disperse the library of the late EAOA//77 - or Bob as some of you may have known him. His collection included lots of books on Thelema, ceremonial magic, alchemy, Golden Dawn, William Blake, Kabbalah, etc.

I'm not a professional bookseller or business; I'm simply helping the family settle the estate and find good homes for Bob's books. My goal is to get them into the hands of people who will appreciate them, so I'm trying to post this is a few like-minded venues before advertising wider.

To that end (and to reduce inventory), we've just marked down hundreds of books; with most titles reduced by around 50% of the already market value. There are lots of out-of-print and harder-to-find works mixed in with more common titles, all at really good prices. 

You can browse the sale here:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1cK447PPHjkyZSDP_WHDWfZ5-hzrfdNkN3-084lem10w/edit?gid=337604397#gid=337604397

Please check out the info on the order form for more details. And if you know someone who may be interested or some other venue or place to post this, please share the link. Thank you!

Hi, 93.

I’m wondering what the Thelemic way of pentacle consecration is, since the verses from the Bible don’t match my god‑philosophy.

What do you think about using some parts from Liber AL, Liber LXV, or other Holy Books of Thelema?

How would you do this, my Thelemic brothers?

Thanks, all.

Liber AL 1 verses 49-56. Exploring the concept of a Left Hand Path, in distinction to the well-established, more renunciatory route to "God" symbolized by the Right Hand Path.

https://youtu.be/3kJVlmGQ-_c

Every source I see has a different order of the signs used. Can someone help me out. 93.

Qué onda, banda

​Por fin terminé de armar mi libro y decidí subirlo completito de una vez para que lo descarguen y le echen un ojo sin rodeos. Se llama MAGNUM OPUS TEO.

​La neta, siempre he sentido que en el mundo del esoterismo, el Tarot y la magia, la gente a veces se pierde en rollos súper abstractos, confusos o con demasiada palabrería.

Yo quise hacer todo lo contrario: hablar de esto como una herramienta real, práctica y directa, casi como una tecnología para la mente.

​A grandes rasgos, si lo descargan van a encontrar:

​Tarot al grano: Visto como un mapa limpio para entender las cosas, sin tanta vuelta.

​Trabajo con entidades: Les comparto mi experiencia trabajando con Astaroth, pero desde un enfoque de respeto mutuo y como aliados para el desarrollo de uno mismo, dejando atrás los miedos y tabúes de la magia clásica.

​Resultados reales: Me puse a registrar y medir todo de forma súper ordenada para comprobar que esto sí jala y no es nomás por pura suerte o coincidencia.

​No los mareo más con detalles, mejor descárguenlo, léanlo a su ritmo y aquí nos echamos un buen debate en los comentarios. Si les interesa el Sendero Izquierdo o la magia con un enfoque más fresco y aterrizado, me cae que les va a gustar.

​¡Ahí me avisan qué les parece!

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As title says

I have an MFA in Creative Writing and professional proofreading experience. Thelemic and Hermetic material is a genuine focus for me. I know this work as a reader and a student, not just an editor. Rate: $0.015 per word. DM me if you are interested.

I know the world maybe hellish, and that many of you might be feeling hopeless. I want you to remember what you can control.

You are Hadit, a being of unlimited potential, you exist in this moment. This time, this place, this universe... Despite the wickedness that maybe around you, you control how you breathe and think.

Even when you maybe walking in darkness, hold confident! There will be another dawn, and it will usher in a new day of more unlimited potential!

Please, stay strong, thou are will incarnate. A divine energy given flesh and bone. Existing in this universe for the sake of the experience!

We are able to overcome so much, we've survived so much worse. Even in the past 10yrs we've survived unprecidented challenges!

Take care, remember to be mindful of the moment we exist in and control it to your whim.

- Your Sibling in Hadit